laughter is the best medicine___. (:

2010-02-15T09:58:00.000+08:00

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2010-01-13T21:01:00.004+08:00

a quick update of what i did the past week. :)
sat i had dance, i went shopping. opps! i felt super guilty after that and i resolved not to do anymore shopping when i have so much readings to finish.

i am so gg to do my >180 degrees split.

had my first fiannce lesson, keep trying to keep myself awake cos her voice is like a lullaby.

ok, actually nth much happen, my life is boring when school starts. hahas.

tuition have not started yet. i was wondering if i should give it up, torn between dance tuition and school. how? maybe i'll figure it out someday. haha.

amh is like what the... i have no idea what the articles say, i think the author can better summarise a few pages worth of words into a concise one paragraph and save me the time of reading.

i secretly think my consti prof is attractive. hahahas.

went lunch witht eh dawners ytd, at some bugis HK cafe. supposed to go home after school but look where i ended up. oh no. no more next week, time to live with my paper.

and oh, my school's printer is gg to go duplex. not really an exciting thing but now it saves me of changing it to duplex format every time i print and it can be irritating sometimes with adobe which is like a tortise loading.

hm... what's there more to say? oh, my sore throat is still here and not gone yet. i crown it the longest sore throat ever.

that's all for now! hope next week will be more interesting!

2010-01-08T08:52:00.003+08:00

"your dressing looks nice today!" hahas. i'm on cloud 9.

adobe is taking so long to print one document. and i have a lot. that's why i have time to blog now cos i'm waiting for it to load like a tortise. i think i just printed 5 bucks worth of cases for corporate week 2 and its only 4 cents per page. money should be spent on food and clothes but not paper. i think i have to read A LOT. cases PLUS the textbook and this is just one module. thanks.

i shall go collect my print now before printing more for consti. my fav room is the printing room now. OMG.

2010-01-02T15:35:00.003+08:00

another buzzing week!

went to sing kbox with gen, mal and ade on tue until i got sore throat. tiring but FUN! sang silly songs like jungle bells and singapura. hahas.

went to school on wed to print stuff and buy books *dread*, but i met michelle for lunch. salmon head, we both eat until very stressed. don't know which one is bone and which one is the veggie cos the soup was not the clear type. missed jumbo cos of sore throat. MY CHILLI CRAB! :(

COUNTDOWN at mallor's house on thursday! with gen, mal and ade. YEA. talked crap and played silly games. lucky me i got $6 from the balloon busting session at 12mn. HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

stayed at home on friday trying to get the throat to recover. no luck.

queued up for 2 HOURS trying to get some antibiotics from the clinic downstairs for the throat today. did some readings and meeting huiqi for dinner later at a place near my house. nice i like, cos i'm too lazy to move too far. hahas.

not looking forward to next week. or maybe it'll be fulfilling. maybe.

2009-12-26T22:25:00.003+08:00

went for dance christmas bbq :)
had a lot of lucky draws and ti kam ti kam. fun. :)
went swimming with qifeng before that so that we can eat more. hahas.

FINALLY got our jazz certificate. yea, i got commended plus :) considering that i only attended 6 lessons before we took the exams, and i was like half sick and lost weight cos of philippines amoeba. o.o

looking forward to a do-nothing day tmr :) hahas.

2009-12-24T21:30:00.003+08:00

met up with my cousin today! :)
haven't seen her in a year, hahas. its so difficult to meet up! but glad that we did today!
we watched avatar 3D at downtown! the place lazy people like us go cos we were too lazy to go town to watch a movie. nice show! worth it! :)
i had my spicy salmon at nihon mura, yummy!

meet up more! :)

2009-12-21T09:30:00.001+08:00

the start of another week. :) means i have a lesser one more week of fun. but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself last week. full of meet ups and savouring of food!

met up with ade, mal and gen! two movie marathons on a hot and humid thursday afternoon.
dinner with the dawners and more fun at benny's house, the long lost house of potong pasir. bet we walked for half an hour. hahas.

cycling at ecp on a windy and not so humid friday afternoon cos the weather forecast predicted "periods of showers with occassional heavy rain", but i didn't see a drop which was a good thing. :) dinner at chomp chomp, yummy! with dessert bowl after that.

saturday is shopping day again! cos dance was cancelled last minute. i have been missing it for 5 weeks and i must get back to it soon otherwise all the partying of food will show. =p bought some more clothes! yippie! but a dwindling bank amount. after the korea trip it was a lreayd quite pathethic. hahas.

so for now, looking forward to an awesome week ahead! :)

2009-12-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

went mango sale. packed like tuna. 2 hrs 2 tops. too many people.
next time private sale pls. :)

2009-12-16T10:17:00.004+08:00

i think i'm reviving my blog now. hahas.
it has been dead and revived a few times. this revival i don'tknow how long it'll last. hahas.
holidays are here and gg very very soon. enjoying every single moment as much as i can. :)

trying to buy as much clothes as possible before the year starts and i'll be swarmped with work.
trying to meet up with ALL my friends before i disappear for another few months in 2010 (well,hope i'll still be visible to the people i don't see in class by updating here and there).
trying to pack my room before my parents scream at me for piling up so many unused stuff.
trying to enjoy life and this wonderful break before i go crazy again.

can't wait to upload the korea photos. :)

2009-06-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

jazz is tiring.

i think i burned up all the energy in my body today after one hr. i can't even wash and scrub my hair with strength after that. its that bad. hahas.
i need to load up on more carbo before next tues. bananas. rice. milk. sugar. everything! :)

2009-05-31T09:58:00.005+08:00

its sun again! :)

no tution, yea! but no income...how i wish the kid won't cut my money... and keeps dragging the starting day. it was supposed to be 2 weeks ago. but now still havent start yet. GSS is here, i need $$! hahas.

audrey came over on friday! havent't met in like 2 years? or 1? i don't know.

but no matter how long we didn't meet we always have lots to talk about. that's the real twenty year old friend i'm talking about. hahas. we used to exchange stickers every week when we were young and try to get the best deal out of each other. thinking of that it was so childish :) hahas.

we met at compass and had subway. yummy oven roasted chicken breast! it was nicer than expected! after that she came over and we couldn't find the hourly parking space in the carpark so we went turning all the way up to the highest deck and realised that it was in the lowest deck. hahas. :)

and we made pop corn! :) yum yum!

2009-05-28T14:04:00.003+08:00

tuesday was awesome!
went gym-ing with the dawners. only a few turned up. hahas. but not so for lunch! :)
we had nihon at cathay. YUMMY! i couldn't control my appetite and i just whacked. actually planned to save a lil space for mallory so that we could go eat something tgt, but then... hahas. opps! the green tea ice cream waffel and the red bean thingy is just too nice. and not forgetting the SPICY SALMON! and the salmon ball and the unagi and the tori katsu and.... too many to mention. hahas. one word: worth the money. :)
met mal! sorry girl i was late. :(
went to catch a movie "night at the museum 2". better than expected! and she have to broadcast my movie history to the whole wide world. hahas. just kidding darling! :)
she bought kono pizza and i had my strawberries! her pizza was seriously overflowing. hahas. the shopkeeper was too generous. or maybe she was busy talking to her friend that she didn't realise how generous she was. hahas.
i missed gen! :( boos. she had work and i had to return early to settle some stuff. take a day off darling! :) hee hee. then we can have our cooking marathon! :)

wed. went to visit tyler in the morning. that little kid is so so cute. he speaks baby language, as if i understood him. hahas. like baby sunny in a series of unfortunate events. so cute. :)
and me and mum bought him toy cars he was so delighted!
jazz practise after that. seems like my technique is BAD. oh man. less than 2 weeks to the actual exam. gosh. please let me have a decent grade. i'm really trying very hard. going to practise again today before lessons.

a while more before i leave my house. hahas. shall rest and slack and gain back my energy cos i went teaching assist today for lindy hop at toa payoh! didn't do much but felt so tiring... so i went back home and recharged!
i slept before lunch. hahas. and continued to finish my recorded show :)

yea! hope that i can meet audrey tmr! :)

2009-05-25T09:10:00.002+08:00

whee! my blog is alive again! :)
hahas...
with the semester gone, looking forward to loads of rest and play! :)
just came back not long from cebu from ocip. bittersweet memories. don;t knwo whether to like it or not. hahas. i came back with diarrhoea and a smaller appetite and a lighter me. i think this applies to most of us. so sad, cannot eat a lot a lot. hahas. including the guys and it's super obvious.
guesss what, we made a record! all the first aiders visited the hospital cos we kinda kana some things here and there. hahas. ironic. well, at least we went to some atas place admist the frugal village days. but i rather not go, cos it meant that someone is not well and that includes me. hahas, but the ride back via the mountaineous roads in the habal habal (sort of like motorcycles) were immensely fun and relaxing and ok, not that thrilling cos we were going uphill, but some parts where the roads were going down was superb! :)
it's like holding the driver (someone you have no idea who he was) for the whole journey of 40 minutes, hahas.
i had a lot of my firsts there, unfortunately there were not good things. hahas. like my super accident prone-ness. i swear it never happened to me before. but all of the dawners don't believe. hahas.
like for the first few days how i manage to acquire one injury per day (luckily they were minor), hahas. on the first, i had a punctured wound by the fence, luckily it was a tiny small one. the second, i scratched my arms while i climbed down from a jumbu tree (after plucking some jumbus). the third, super unfortunate, who wound have thought that trying to apply medocated oil to my mosquitoes bites could become a disaster! i dropped the bottle on the floor and the oil spilled onto my face and into my eyes. oh man! and i ended up using two tubes of eye wash for that. hahas. what a day!
the next day, thursday, i fell sick. :( fever. but it was gone on friday! yea! but it came back on tuesday AGAIN! :( and it was most torturing. esp on thurs morning ard 3, 4 am when it shot up to 38.5 and i couldn't sleep. hahas. was like waiting for the sun to rise and the seconds trickled by so that i could go to see a doctor in the city.
well, this stupid virus or bacteria did nto disappear when i came back. it was back on the sunday i came back and it's the most irritating thing on earth! now i'm lactose intolerant and i hated it. my milo and milk, gone. :(
the worst part is that i feel so tired everyday. :( double boos. not that i don't wanna go out but it is just too tiring. :(

enough about the "eventful" trip, back to my life. my jazz exams is coming! and the lethargic feeling is not helping at all!
all my muscles are gone from the trip and i wonder if i have enough time to put them back on in time for the exam. i would be most happy just to get a pass. who cares about the distinction and honours plus and highly commended. not need, just give me a pass. hahas.

really hope to meet up with my friends more often now. cos i know when august come, there'll be no more time. well, let me feel more energetic!

2008-12-18T09:22:00.002+08:00

i went back to school yesterday! for some be DJ training... the school is so so so so so deserted!
i don't wanna go back there anymore! oh gosh! not forgetting eating at koufu, why do ppl go there? i don't understand, hahas...

yay! went to meet holy! :) i passed by ah gong's ice cream truck when i went to city hall, and he still looks the same, robust and as energetic as ever! and so cute with his glasses! :)

we went to town from city hall, and walked back to dhoby ghaut from orchard. hahas. it's too boring! we had bnj as i've promised, 8.50 for 2 scoops! no wonder they can afford to let people try, hahas...

and we went to aston for dinner! omgosh! we queued up for one hour plus! lucky for her determination, i'll escape to ps for dinner instead, hahas. and we had yummy food! i had hickory smoked BBQ chicken and she had her chargrilled, luckily i managed to persuade her out of her crispy fried chicken! hahas, and we were figuring out what's the mane of the western food stall at bedok which was quite famous! opened by this caucasian!

the one hour wait was super long! and we spent part of it trying to teleport our thought to the waiters and the people inside to hurry finish their food so that we can have ours! hahas, and we saw this 3 girls eating steak which were kinda raw, and we decided that;s not our type! hahas... they were eating so so so so so so slowly!! we keep trying to make them get their butts off the chair by our thoughts, hahas, that's funny! :)

finally we got our seat, though it's an open aired one with the terrible construction background, we faced the other way so we won't be appalled by the not so nice scenery, hahas... we were sort of outside cathay so the lights keep changing colours and we tried taking pictures with the different colour combinations and decided that i liked red the most!

so we went to ps and saw this bazaar outside and i found out that free size kimono dress is not for me, i need to have a size! hahas... :)

and so my busy and wonderful day ended like this! :)

2008-12-14T20:48:00.002+08:00

yay! i met up with huiqi today! together w gao lao shi and vicki! :)

it was nice seeing them, talking to huiqi about normal stuff made me feel comfirtable and happy, like the old times... very very comforting! :)

we had lunch at coffee club express at siglap, i think that's the place, hahas...

after that we went to bras basah popular and some chinese bookstore that gave us the "we're in china" feeling! hahas... it feels like we're in yunnan two years ago. hahas.

went to bugis watson after that, gosh, watson is damm squeezy! there are so many people! wonder where they all came from, the whole bugis was packed!

took some random shots though... hahas, and we keep screaming laoshi! laoshi! that the cashier auntie was laughing, hahas, that's the whole point man! n gao laoshi was so embaressed! hee hee...

tmr got tution! i got two chewy junior for the kids! hope they like it!

oh! and i went to meet up with xiangli, pei lian, quee, gen and mal on thurs! we went SMU settlers to play games, quite funny though, esp the ugly ugly game! then there was this intellectual game that we have to add some numbers and it can't exceed 77 or something, hahas, quite fun and the first game we played, if the winner was the one with the most cards, i cmf win! hahas, cos i ended up w a lot a lot of cards!

2008-12-11T10:22:00.003+08:00

i went mango sale yesterday!!!
hahas... but there was nothing much... bought one cardigan and one top.
after that went to amk hub to meet angelina and qifeng, gg to visit laoshi at woodlands. i was super early... so u decided to go to NTUC and see if there's something we can get from there. i was so bored! but luckily gen called and she accompanied me till my friends came! thanks gen! :)
i've came up w a brilliant idea, cheesecake w m&m put into a smiley face, something that we thought it was cute, something funny to make laoshi laugh, inspiration from yun jie! :) oh! n we took lots of unglam photos of him sleeping... hahas... after that went for supper and liang bin ge ge sent us home! so nice! hahas! otherwise i wonder what time i'll reach home again. hahas...

finally slacked for the past few days... starting to miss production, but i don't wanna do it again so soon! tiring know! hahas.... so glad the clique came! so wonderful to see them again!

n i realise that my make up skills was forced to improve, and it did! hahas...

oh ya...got all of my results... hai...not very good, all in the B category, no A's, but luckily! no C! whew~ my resolution! work harder next sem and se my A! :) someone help! those smarties! :)

niang was so traumatised w her LTB, hahas, don't worry, nothing is fair, maybe someting good will happen! :)

holy! :) hee hee... sorry i neglected u! but i'm back on earth! date next week! i promise! :)

ong huiqi! msg me when u r back from bintan!

yea! gg to meet the long lost sec school girls later! quee, pei lian, oh my gosh... maybe xl is gg, she's gg to suan me again, wonder if she still rmb! hahas. i shall suan her back! :) hee hee! :)

tmr's brenda's b'day! hope got nice food! and i can't wait to see tyler the cutie lil pie! :)

2008-12-03T10:47:00.006+08:00

HELLO!!!!!

I'M BACK!

hahas...

everything is happenning so fast!

so much has happened i don't know where to start!

OK! i shall start with this!

Flowers from gen and mallor! for my b'day! :) Thanks darlings! i loved it! :)

niang and papa came over to sing b'day song for me!!!!! so sweet and nice of them! i was like studying for my mid terms... hahas, and they just suddenly pop out in front of my doorstep! hahas! i was so delighted! they are e BEST! :)

met gen, mallor and adeline at shokudo after my last contract paper! whoo hoo! had yummy food and expensive milk tea! hahas... but it was nice!

then we went to studio for rehersals again! hahas... finally can direct my mind just to the production, but it was tiring... these few days had parctise till 11, by the time we cleared up and when i reached home, it was almost 1230... luckily no need to wake up very very early... hahas... had segment three photoshoot on that friday, and the cheongsam was LONG and HOT! hahas... my 'armour', hee hee...

and i realise ytd that i have a lot to change for segment 3! so many clothes... no time to change, so rush! hahas... no wonder we need ppl to help, hahas... and the malay dance wig make me look so funny and my heads feels like it weighed a ton!

everything is gonna end this sat, it's been really busy... sometimes frustrating too, but it's all worth it! some experience i'll never get else where! :)

2008-09-16T11:19:00.004+08:00

had driving in e morning! lane change with heavy traffic!
feel like dying... so tired! yawn...
can't estimate the distance, all e cars drive so fast! give way to me la!
hahas.
saw veron on the way to school! yea... at least e journey dosen't seems long...
caught up with her while on the way...
and now i'm super hungry!!!
gen! faster come! then i can eat lunch!!!!
hahas.
super tired, don't know why, automatically woke up at 5am, wierd, when i slept at like 11 plus. hope u don't fall asleep ltr during crim!
i am hungry... hahas...

2008-09-14T22:54:00.003+08:00

it's sunday again! that means tmr's monday! start of another new week!
hahas.
and this means... SCHOOL + READINGS!!! :(
well, at least some of it's quite interesting!!!! and quite funny n sometimes... disgusting... thinkin about the case where the person jus stuffed e knife into the victim's mouth in an attempt to shut her up, such an unfortunate incident...
but anyway, think i've been quite anti social, hahas.
haven't been relating to my friends! n i miss them!
well, gotta find some time out! n i haven't gone for dance for 2 weeks... n i haven's seen angelina for more than a month where i use to see her every week, sometimes more than once!
LTB is sucking out the timings too... n my contract law meetings for e memo EVERY WEEK!
confusing memo!
n i miss my tele!
miss stoning in front of e TV!
everyday is just readings n school. boos.
n my weekends's used up by tution, ok, $$$$, think of it n i won't feel so sian. hahas. not that i'm $$ face, but i need some motivation to carry on. :)
missing all my friends!
maybe i should go n sleep alr, considering the fact that i've been sleeping ard 12 everyday ever since school starts, n i'm those that dosen't sleep so late, reading's fault!
catch my long awaited sleep! ZZZZzzzzzz here i come!

2008-09-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

it's alr week4, and i'm still getting used to it.
there's so much to do and so little time!
i'm so tired and i want to sleep like a pig! arg!
missed all e farmiliar ppl around me, can feel quite lost at times.
all e readings are so difficult to understand, how i wish there's someone there for me to ask, but i don't know who. :(
seriously i miss huiqi. e countless tutorials and lectures i had with her just floats back and makes me misses her even more, and make me feel like crying. i really really misses her.
luckily holy n michelle's in e same school as me, otherwise there's more ppl for me to miss and e feeling's terrible.
now i must adjust to a new environment, everything is like so new and so unfarmiliar.sometimes i felt so dumb, not being able to understand the stuff that was discussed in seminars, just zonked out sometimes. seriously, i miss my class.2906.
the feeling wasn't that strong when i was in tj, guess i had more happy memories there? i think so. hahas.
tmr's contract, n i still haven't understood a damm thing about it, and i have to do a short paper and it's due like 10am tmr. boos. and i haven't even understood the principles behind it yet! how to do! promissory estoppel... hello, can u like come and find me?
and my TEXTBOOK! no stock, how to read??
hai.
guess i'll find a way out somehow, and i just wish tat god will guide me. :)

2008-09-01T08:11:00.003+08:00

it has been super duper long ever since i stepped into my blogger account!
and log onto msn which i've just installed in my tablet.
ok, i think it's e first time i'm blogging from my tablet!
hahas.
well, school's been BUSY! ilm so plagued with the mountainous readings that i can rarely breath!
now i wonder when my myopia will increase again. hahas. e font size of some of my books are like 7? 8? so small i can't see and i hate to read those tiny weeny words! someone but me a magnifier! wahahas...
it's been 2 weeks! this will be e third! still in e process of getting used to it. missed my mum's dinner which i so often miss cos my lessons ended late and i have project meetings and stuff.
it's so different. i'm slowly getting used to the law course that i'm taking, and the "humanly not possible for me to read" language which they used to illustrate their point. and gosh, when ppl in my class speaks, they go like bullet train during arguements! so e next time u see me, if i speak super fast, u know why - environmental influence. hahas.
i miss all e farmiliar things around me. now that i've lost it, i learn to treasure it even more. but i don't regret, cos i have really made an effort to treasure it back then when i have them. i jus miss them more.
i was msg huiqi ytd nite till i feel asleep ard 12 plus 1. saw her msg today morning. i was so touched i teared. a bit la, ok. hahas. everything she said was really true. it's like when u know u have someone there to depend on, the feeling's different. u don't feel so loney and lost in school.
anyway, it's only e 3rd week, maybe something miraculous will happen to me this week. hahas.
just wanted to tell u darling, that i treasure u more than anything else for u've really made a significant different to my life and has helped me tremendously(though not academically... hahas) through e 2 yrs we were in tj. i'll never ever forget, i promise.
the world belonging to the two of us is gone, but i'm glad that we had those times! :)
and i'm so super glad that at least i still have michelle and holy and gen. i was telling mich e other day about my classses, she was like whoa! but chill baby, she said. hahas. she's so funny when i hear abt her yuan fen with e guys in her classes.

2008-08-11T09:16:00.002+08:00

i'm back!
heh heh! after disappearing for so long! hahas!
had loads and loads of camp!
had driving!
jus a short post, i like overloaded with thing to upload!
and i'm procrastinating! hahas...
hee hee. i shall update once i got my photos!
ooo... everyone's starting school so soon!
heh heh! i'm starting next week.
gosh! i alr have assignment! n some of my classmates are like chionging alr!?
oh man! chill! hope i'll be able to find some friends who are a bit slack!
huiqi! i'm starting to miss ur slackness!!!! wahahas!
have another performance on wed. "modern chinese", supposedly so but u know... hahas.
i want to go lala land!

2008-07-21T17:14:00.003+08:00

no more west mall!
wahahas...
after gg there consecutively for 3 days per week, no more! n no more blackforest backstabbing us...
whoo hoo!
ytd performance was like, oh my!
hahas... we forgot a bit here and there so we were like trying hard to cover up. hope no one saw it. hahas.
e modern dance was choereographed on sat only. hahas. so last min. so i was like busy copying jiayi who was in front of me, hee hee, they got better dance brains than me. hahas.
no more korean dance! hee hee. n i think my hanbok was nice... hahas. red n light yellow. but i think my lips were a bit too red la... hahas. i have no choice.
herman! all e photos are with him. i shall get it and post it up soon!

2008-07-18T14:15:00.002+08:00

felt so guilty...
couldn't meet up often with my friends
i don't know why lei...
everyday just seems so busy!
gen and mal met up often recently, arg! i couldn't find time!
supposed to met them ytd, but it was called off cos i think gen's having piano lesson n i had driving. boos.
huiqi! hee hee! don't lovey dovey so much till u forget abt me!
called holy just now.
needed to change my FTB dates.
she was so blur! actually she said yes de! but then luckily i told her abt e starring dates she's gg to miss, otherwise she won't realise it. so she's reconsidering now, but i really hope she'll say yes, but then she'll miss her cip. for now, i can gladly say goodbye to it le. hahas...
gotta go west mall again. boos! :(
so far!!!!
so my whole weekend is gone! double boos!

2008-07-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

aaaaahhhhhhhhh!
yea! tmr i'm free!
cip today was noisy n tiring! drums give me headache... hahas...
finally no more except 2 weeks later!
yea!
can rest tmr! :)
went to eat at dhobyxchange for lunch.
asia food, n e fish taste like e one i had with yuyang at whitesands library.
but it came with free flow of drinks n ice cream, so ya. n i loved a rice. i think that's e nicest part. wahahas...
daddy bought durian! yea! ate my fav bitter sweet one. :) yummy! saved some for tmr too!
must wake up so super early in e morning tmr... arg!!!!!!
shall sleep on e bus. :)

2008-07-11T14:06:00.003+08:00

okies! in half an hr more i gotta leave my house!
so no time for photos!!!! boos.
gotta go west mall for korean fan dance performance, hahas. hope i can rmb e steps, just learnt ytd, luckily it's slow. wahahas...
had driving... yea, i'm very proud of myself, i drove at 30km/hr. hahas.
i know it sounds dumb, but taking into consideration that this is only my 2nd lesson, n i didn't exceed 20km/hr e last time, it's considered quite a feat! hee hee. e instructor keep telling me to go faster go faster, n he keeps advocating for nike " Just Do It!" wahahas... quite a funny guy.
mummy bought e char siew from kovan! yummy! love it!
feels so lazy to step out of my house! hahas. but i have no choice. :(
okies, i shall go pack now, otherwise i late die le. hahas!

2008-07-10T10:02:00.005+08:00

i'm back from bbk!
had a whole lot of fun n shopping with the girls!!!! n huiqi! yea! finally went to her thailand house! slept very very soundly n comfortably that night, plus my super sweet fruits n yoghurt! yum yum!
photos next post ok!
hadn't had a breather ever since i came back on sunday... hahas...
went for matriculation... driving... gg out for lunch with my darlings...
sorry gen! she called me early in e morning to cmf with me the stuff to bring, then i guess i didn't hear correctly n forgot to ask her to bring the tution grant form, i'm really really sorry! :(
yes! shukodo was nice on monday aft matriculation!
suki wasn't that bad with them ytd afternoon!
well well, really busy settling all thise miscellaeous stuff n packing all those things i bought back from thailand! wow! i brought back like 9kg worth of stuff! hahas! luckily didn't exceed e weight limit! hee hee!
okies, update soon!

2008-06-30T08:44:00.003+08:00

i'm flying tomorrow!
suddenly it seems so fast!
whoo hoo! finally it's settled! met the girls yesterday to settle our itinery and some last minute stuff, well, it was fun! n finally it feels like we're gg on the trip tgt la!
cheers to darling huiqi who helped us booked e tickets! thousand muacks!
n i promise my 3 darlings that i'll go out with u guys after i come back, ok? satay bee hoon n ecp! sleepover! :)
had been teaching these few days. the students are so lazy! maybe cos i'm just a relief, hahas. but i really hope that's e case, n when their teacher comes back, they'll really work hard! so that they can get good results and not waste time in school doing nothing.
can't wait for all e exciting activities to come after i come back from thailand! playtime! hahas, cos everybody will be free! not like that period of time during april when i'm like standed in my home, hahas...
things will only get better! :)

2008-06-25T09:30:00.002+08:00

wednesday!
time seems to pass very very fast when u are enjoying it!
like e last few weeks where i've been working at great eastern. i think e yummy food n e enticing 2 hr break are e catches of the day! now, it's so so boring doing relief. though e hrs are much much shorter... but still... boos.
i discovered how much i don't like teaching in school, hahas. but i still love to teach in sjc nevertheless, maybe it's e bond n e memories i have there makes me want to give back i guess...
can't wait fore end of the week!
cos it means i'll be left with only one more relief before i go thailand!!! hope i can find lots n lots of things to buy there n spend time with e girls and of course darling HUIQI! e fu qi dang never dies! :) was quite busy trying to coordinate e trip n stuff, it's never easy! so many things to settle... grr... but for the trip! n my clothes!i miss e golden shoe yong tau foo and e brinjal that expands twice e size! didn't get to eat it on my last day. boos.
i want to go back n eat it one day!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone who loves e food there, date me!

2008-06-20T10:40:00.003+08:00

hoo hoo!
it's gg to be july alr!! time passes so fast somethime when u r busy, otherwise they crawl slower than a snail. hahas. haven't do e medical check up with gen yet! sorry darling! had to work these few days, practically my whole day is gone! hahas... next week i'm gg to teach chinese, how's that, so funny... hahas...
it was quite alright working, at first i couldn't wait to get out on my first day, i was like thinkin how to tahan fro 2 weeks!! in e end i lasted till 3 weeks, hahas, with a lot of breaks in between till i worked for only 10 days, hahas!
think it's because of the tempting and enjoyable 2 hrs lunch everyday n e super yummy food that i loved ard this area! hahas... i'm so gg to miss e food when i leave! n valerie! two nice days with her walking ard n aweing at those food that we lovde to eat but was too full to put into our stomache. hahas.
next mon-btt. *dreads* hopes i can pass. but if i really didn't, it means that i'm fated to be driven ard, hahas...

2008-06-17T15:21:00.002+08:00

MY BRINJAL EXPANDED!!
hahas.. after eating e super nice golden shoe food centre yong tao foo twice, i concluded that brinjal expands when it's cooked! hahas! i was like addicted to the brinjal there n i took a piece ytd for lunch, while waiting, i was deciding if i should take a bigger piece cos i really loved it! luckily i didn't! hahas, cos it came out of e soup twice e size i was like WOW! hahas... so did my colleague, valerie's. we both like brinjal! hahas!
n today! we had e yummy fish she had tom yam noodle while i had my fish soup! yummy! e queue was like so so super long when we reached! hahas...
we booked seats (just like what everyone does, tissue paper, cards, brochures... anything is possible! u go everywhere during lunch n u see e same thing ard raffles place, hahas...) then went to join e queue. after queuing for like a while, we turned our heads back n saw like 20 to 30 ppl behing us! oh my! e queue was like super long it went one big round circling e whole place! hahas...
whew! luckily we chiong down early, hahas.
it was still quite early when we were done, so valerie brought me to this japanese shop at central where they sell loads of yummy, nice packing japanese biscuits, sweets, bread, noodles, cereals... everything for a snack craving! it was so so tempting! but i shall not buy cos they are like so ex! 6 bucks and above! hahas... too ex for me, maybe when i strike a million dollars, in my dreams i think, hahas... i shall dream of it tonight.
speaking of dreams! i was dreaming halfway ytd and my mum woke me up! arg! i was gg to eat something nice la! can't rmb what it was, but it was something nice... hahas...
yea! finally e bangkok trip is gg to be a reality! yippie!

2008-06-16T09:21:00.003+08:00

monday again! another week! hope it'll be a fruitful week ahead!
had my camp on fri sat n sun!
it was FUN!
reached ard nite time on friday, joined when they were playing some sharing game. it was fun getting to know one another better. the feeling rocks! :)
had fun laughing here n there and after that, we played charades.
our group lost terribly... hahas! but it was fun though.
after that was like supper! we had loads of food n snacks n we ate them all! hahas!
nothing much on friday, after that slept on the mats we used for training, hahas, ni had a nice, warm n comfortable bed that night. :)
sat! was super hungry so down went a cup of pipping hot milo! yum! yum!
ran n jog ndid some exercises. i think i haven't been running for so so long if u out me on e track for 2.4 i'll be e last one running! hahas! my stamina is bad bad bad! wahahas! n e ground was so so dirty i had to hypnotise myself that i'm on super clean ground. hahas.
had porriage for breakfast, yummy! with a lot of clams... hahas!
had salsa lessons by herman! fun! they keep making fun of me n XX... arg! hahas.
then we did this retro thingy dance, hahas, very funny, e same music as what icaru danced. it was so so fun! n super funny la! the guys were disgusting, haha. n we had to act bitchy, wahahas! but we all had a great laugh!
ooo! n we celeberated wei ren n liling b'day! triple choc cake! it was so yummy! too bad i had sore throat, ate some, but it was nice! hahas!
then this mr adam came n gave us make up lessons. didn't know stage make up have so so many steps! e foundation part was enough to blur me! hahas, n we tried it on ourselves! with the diff tones to highlight n contour our features. then had eye shadow, wa! he can put 5 colours on one eye! damm pro!
bollywood lessons! so tiring! had to shake here shake there, i was like saying if only we ghad more fats, so we shake once, it'll vibrate a lot of times to save us e energy of shaking more. hahas. so funny...
it was a very vigorous dance. was breathless, n coincidentally, e music was e same one as germaine, hahas, maybe this indian song is very popular... wahahas.
i was like tiotally exhausted alr la! den still got swimming!
i thought i'll faint in e swimming pool but i completed 10 laps so that i can get out. hahas. n angelina bought hot milo! yea! i drank some n poor girl, she scalded her hand while opening e cap cos it was too full!
had some games n sharing cum slacking session n playing session. fun fun!
sun was tiring too, but i loved e breakfast part. lao shi knew we were all tired so he gave us some slack. we ha d a really nice breakfast, fruits, dou sha bing, mac harsh brown, bee hoon... n just like before, we gathered ard n ate tgt, e feeling was marvellous, the bond, laughter n everything... i'm really afraid to lose them, no one knows what'll happen in e future, so i'll treasure every single moment i spent with them n hope that we'll stay tgt as a troupe as long as possible. yea, i agree with lao shi, no matter how unhappy we are with each other, once e music plays, we'll dance tgt, n after the dance, all e hatred n anger is gone. this is a valuable part of experience in my life i'll nv forget. :)
n guess what, i'm supposed to work now! hahas!

2008-06-13T19:58:00.001+08:00

waaaaaahhhhhh ha!
yea! finished my jazz exam today!! whoo hoo!
finally something off my mind! yippie! hee hee...
had been practising real hard! esp e double "piruet"(hope i spelled it correctly)! hahas. it went amazingly smooth! i was practising in e morning n i almost fell down! i was like die die die! hahas. but HENG ah! heehee!
the examiner seem to be in a very good mood n was like well done! n smiling at us! hope all of us can pass with flying colours! i did wrongly for some of the steps, hahas... i was like shit! hee hee. then i glanced at angelina and forced the correct leg out! opps! haha!
no more freak out! hahas. that's e name of the dance that we gave for our silver star level individual dance, cos the song has like... boom boom boom FREAK OUT! hahas. whew! it went smoothly, well, not exactly, but at least finished the dance! hahas! yea yea! before that was like a bit nervous! so early in e morning n my muscles haven warmed up yet! how on earth am i gg to dance! hahas... but well, it's over!
did one survey in e afternoon, interviewed this hongkong guy in all sorts of language: chinese, english, cantonese! n i can't even understand, hahas...
n i'm gg to camp like now! hee hee.
till sunday, i'll be back.

2008-06-10T09:08:00.003+08:00

hello! ages since i last blogged!
been busy with work these few days... whole days are like practically gone! n intensifying jazz practice! exams this week! can't afford to flop! think of my money! hahas. n also e effort i've put into! n all e trouble to confirm my attendance at this exam. whoa! tedious! hee hee!
n i haven't been meeting up with all my friends these two weeks! i miss gen! i miss holy! i miss huiqi! i miss niang! i miss st john! i miss mallory! i miss my 2906 girls! (all in no order of merit, hahas!)
met up with mallory last wed. for a quick quick lunch! it was my first day of work n i was so amazed by all e tall tall buildings everywhere that blocked my vision of the whole place! hahas. didn't have time to talk much! everywhere was so crowded n packed! it seems like everybody was evacuating from their buildings! hahas...
n there's a whole lot of yummy food where i worked! i looked forwad to lunch everyday! n it's 2 hrs! hee hee! walked walked around to digest my food with my collegues n at e same time, sourced for nicer eateries! hee hee, n we discivered that there's really a whole lot of congregation of food here! ppl can't starve to death at raffles place n clark quay, haha!
opps! supposed to start work now, but decided to blogged, hahas. otherwise i can't find time to blog! hee hee. n i really miss my friends loads loads!
n i'm quite a bit troubled over my uni choice. i really wonder if i've made e correct choice. someone enlightened me! hahas.
looking forward to jazz this friday! yea! once e exam is over, yippie! n dance camp! fri to sun!
see, my weekend is gone again! hahas...

2008-06-04T11:10:00.002+08:00

hello!
hahas... i jus finished sticking e stickers on all e envelopes. hahas...
jus started work at great eastern, admin, probably for about two weeks! n then i'm back to my hdb surveyor! hahas...
monday had kimchi octopus ramen at ajisen! yummy! i finished e whole big bowl! hahas, n e desserts looked nice too!! but can't finish it so didn't order.
jazz exam is coming! yikes! must must practice! hope i can find time out to do so. luckily my work place is quite near lao shi's studio. whew!
yea! meeting mallory for lunch later! but a pity she's stopping this friday. boos. otherwise can meet her more often!

2008-06-02T07:40:00.007+08:00

it's monday again!
the week went quite alright, except that there's nothing much happening during the weekdays...

wed
met gen for lunch! boos, my stall nv open!!! rest day! so suay... hahas, must go eat it one day! after that went to vivo to 'shop', ok, there's actually nothing much to see, everything that's worth buying has been wiped out by the dear enthusiastic shoppers on 23rd may, the first day of the great singapore sale, leaving the forlorn me with nothing, hahas. can save, i shall console myself with that! haha! miss her, needless to say. it's always like that. :)

ok, this is unglam!!!!
n this is much better! hahas...
thurs
sandcastle! the weather is hot! hot! hot! then it rained! boos. got a cold after i got home. brrrrr.....!
but it was fun! met ginger, yanling n agnes! ginger seriously don't have e ginger face! hahas. but she's quite funny, finally can put a face to holy's friends when she tells me about them. hahas. we had a nice lunch! e super nice duck rice! n sugarcane drink n 豆干包! hot n steamy! yum yum! too bad my stomache was full, otherwise i'll stuff another one down!
time passed quite fast n soon it was dinner! hahas. n the guys there are so cheeky! most of them are around our age, some on uni, some gg to uni like me!

friday
sick, at home e whole day sleeping like a pig. haha!

saturday!
yippie! felt a bit better, but still dragged myself to dance, hoping i'll feel better if i go out! got my jazz shoes, n ew! stockings! mus wear them on exam date! arg!!!!
left with angelina ard 12 to go to world book fair to support n help this wish child, charmaine! who launched her book there. she's sick as a child n finally she fufilled her dream of being an author. she's so cute! n i really think she speaks so eloquently! she's a brave lil girl! :)
guess who i met! julia! hahas. needless to say, we went home tgt! :)

n ytd was sunday!
e solo dance was so so fast! omg! hope i can perfect it! n vernon told us that we have to do a double 'piruet'(i hve no idea how to spell it but basically, it means do a double turn!) in order to pass! oh no! arg! i shall turn everyday from now on, hahas...

2008-05-26T08:21:00.006+08:00

it's monday again! after a quite nice weekend! except that i didn't really shop much... everywhere was so crowded!

sat
dance as usual! went earlier to try on this korean costume for some Korean Tourism Organisation thing... it's so pinkish! wahahas... well, i think i look wierd but angelina said i looked fine. oh wel... hahas... it was a total of 3 layers! n each layer was like super thick! hahas... but it was fun trying to pose as nice as possible in the heat. wahahas... n e mask stinks! i was like gasping for air inside... hahas. but luckily no one wore it before, so it gave me some assurance. hahas.
n jiayi is so cute! posing here n there... hahas.
after that all of us are famished! so we went bugis for a feast! seriously... that place is a food haven! we tried soup spoon n had some yoghurt thing that was not bad, but i was too full to finish a cup, so i stole a mouthful from sophie n jiayi, hahas.
after that went mphosis to get a pair of shorts. it was supposed to be polkadots but the dot was so small it just looked like dots. hahas.

sun
had this yummy duck rice n curry fish head at macpherson! it was e nicest i've ever eaten! yum yum! how i wished e fish head was bigger... hahas...
after that went to look at our future sofa n bought a pair of grey slippers which was very very comfortable. hahas. jazz as usual. after that stuffed a whole subway down that left me bloated for the rest of the night. hahas.

2008-05-23T08:18:00.004+08:00

met huiqi on tuesday after jazz. n i saw XX. hahas...
chilled at foodcourt!!!! can u believe it!? but that was e only place we could reckon. anyway it had really comfortable seats, n we didn't really want to eat, our aim was to catch up! so anywhere with seats was fine!
yay! she finally more or less made up her mind to say in Singapore! million cheers! means i can see her more often! n for me... more or less made up my mind where i want to go. hope it's e correct choice.
blars! jazz exam on the 13th! which means it clashed! *cries*
oh no oh no! something please happen to bring me out of this mess!

2008-05-18T12:52:00.003+08:00

hahas!
went back tj for college day... had to endure the 'insightful' speeches... so long.
escaped out to toilet with marianne in e middle after we received our plaque. hahas.
had a yummy lunch. some were nice, esp e fish! e rest are ok ok la... hahas... should have gone for e essay competition, then got 12 course meal, wahahas!
had brunch with my family and my dad's friends.
talked to this uncle whose son was a lawyer, asked him how's it like...
he keeps telling me that it's good it's good! not everyone who wants to get in are so lucky! hahas.
well, i got an offer from smu law. think i'll wait for nus one. if they didn't, maybe, not cmf yet, maybe i'll take up smu's offer.
glad that most of my friends have gotten offers! feel so happy for them! hahas!
hope imh hires me! hee hee. it's near! hope that they won't be put off by my holiday schedule. *prays*

2008-05-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

hahas...
today went coral sec.
met this girl who loves e liquorice n coconut flavoured jelly beans from candy empire which everyones hates! hahas... n she gets high from eating them!
such a funny girl...
n there's this pri 2 boy who says he wanna be prime minister when i asked them to write down their ambition. hahas.
so funny...
well, time passes really fast nowadays... it's alr may! still rmb that time jus finished a's... wow!
must make e best out of my life now n enjoy them to e fullest!
can't wait to go for holiday! n hope my jazz exam won't clash with it!

2008-05-11T10:06:00.002+08:00

YEA! no more interviews anymore!!!! whoo hoo!
Friday!
went for some interview that i also don't know what is it early in e morning at NUS! dammmmmmm FAR! but well well, at least it's over! alighted at FASS n realised i have to walk over to NUS BizSchool. so i walked along this 'nature path', not knowing where to go n hoping i won't be late! whew! found it just in time.
so i registered n sat in this cofortable chair n felt like dozing off. hahas.
after that met huiqi at PS! haven't been meeting her for very long! felt great to see her!
we talked about some naughty topics about our life now and friends! hahas. laughed and laughed going back to our old times... n i still want to reiterate, hello darling! i bet u had that 'd' word in ur mind longer than me ok! it jus happens that i said it out first. i 'save d' u! hahas!
had cafe cartel set lunch, as usual to my small appetite, we shared a set. hope u r full darling! sorry u had to share it with me! n e waitress was 'blur', she served us two soups, hahas, so we just happily drank it. coupled with the bread, yummylicious! heh heh! my bread cutting skills not that bad! huiqi praised me! hahas...
walked around but actually focusing very very much on our talking topics, so we were practically oblivious to our surroundings, hahas.
sat at bens and jerry at cathay, without buying any ice cream from them. hahas. that's what everyone else is doing too.
upon hearing that one could check e online application status from SMU, huiqi was intrigued to rush home n find out about it! so we left n i wished her all e best! but i could hear that she was disappointed when she called later that evening to say that it didn't say anything about it. i didn't know what i could do to make her feel better, jus hoped that she would get e course she wanted.

saturday!
SMU interview early early in e morning... seriously hoping to get e course of my choice! everything seems so uncertain that there is no letter yet! boos... maybe they need more time to process i guess. hope that's e case. after that went to meet my mum at vivo, wlked for a while n i bought two pumps from studio. well, it's e same design but diff colour, i reckon that i'll probably need tham when i start school or even now, when i do not like to wear heels cos they make my legs feel TIRED!
after that went raffles city to watch their wushu performance. angelina and me went all e way down to B1 from level 3 to get that 150 bucks from e atm for laoshi. n e queue was super long!
jus when she was waiting for her fried calamari from chippy's, laoshi called and said their performance's coming up! and asked us to rush up! so we ran all e way up n chey! haven start yet... hahas, but thay were all preparing to start. well, i had to read this short intro that's super last minute, written by laoshi himself. hahas, glad i didn't mess it up n angelina said that my speed was alright. luckily. at first i was uncertain, but after hearing my voice booming from e microphone, i felt a sense of familiarity and eased in to e role of introducing them.
e performance went well, no mishap! whew!
and after that they were posin for photos for yun yun jie for our own collection, but out came a few viewes from the public and they begun to take out their phones and cameras and begin shooting as well, hahas. we were momentarily converted in stars. hahas.

2008-05-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

hmm... hmm... when was e last time i updated? can't rmb... well, let me start from saturday!
seriously stretched my muscle sore on sat... hahas. but it was fun! celeberated yy b'day! hahas!
n we tried singing... hahas. i swear angelina has a lovely voice! well, i think i sound terrible... hahas.
sunday! had a chat over e phone with my sidang genevieve!!!! before i rushed out for jazz. still got loads to catch up with her! but i was gg to be late. no choice. have to hang up. boos.
monday! had my nursing interview! didn't received any letters yet... when everyone around me was like having offers alr! getting worried! oh no!
after that met up with my nineteen year friend! audrey! hahas! suan her like siao, but it was fun! she told me of some sillu stuff that i did when we were young and i couldn't even remember any! u win! ok! hahas... jus a short meet up before i rushed off to studio at chinatown for lessons. can't believe i'm taking it... arg! hahas. hope i'll learn something!
i was snoring ytd morning when meridian pri called! i pulled myself up and went to do relief. no choice. i need cash! cos all e lessons i'm having now is all self subsistance. how i wish i was richer... hahas.
ayam penyet! to be exact, i ate e fried catfish. ok ok la... but i would not go all e way to joo chiat for it. a bit dry, n e meat feels so lil. but e chili is superb!
celeberated michelle's b'day! happy b'day 娘! then went over to eunos and sang a b'day song for her with e rum and cherry awfully choc cake.
n today i'm slacking! i want to work! but no one wants to hire me today... hahas. hope they'll call me tmr!!!!

2008-05-02T16:03:00.002+08:00

went for medicine interview today. didn't know got two. hahas.
thought it was only one then this girl next to me told me just before i went in for my first one. hahas.
it went fine i guess, they keep asking me to convince them why they should take me in. hahas. n they asked me this hypothetical question which took me less than a min to give my answer. opps!
n so here i am. enjoying life in my room with air con which is essential nowadays when e weather is super hot!
i made a grave mistake. called lao shi to settle e jazz thing n i know tat he felt like killing me. i also don't know how to tell my dad about it. he seems pretty upset when i raised it up to him. jus hope tat e exam's on 11 or 12 n everything would be fine. but the probability is like so low. oh god, please help me.
just had a long long chat wit my nineteen year friend, audrey. feel like learning jap with her man!!! hai, if only we knew earlier. hope that i can work with her at e expo.
whoo hoo! looking forward to catch up with huiqi tonight, though it's only over e phone... but still, hadn't talked to her ever since she went hk.
actually i still don't really know wat i really wanted. there seems to be a clash of interest in every choice. but guess there's a sacrifice to be made whatever choice i make. hope i reach a decision soon.
oh! n ERP's ayam penyet! went ard 9 plus on wed n it's closed. so went to aston instead. but it looks really nice n i want to try it! but it's at this super ulu place accessible by car at joo chiat. hahas.
random but i want my tao huay tmr morning. :)
tmr celeberating yuying b'day. bought a mint choc cake for her. :)

2008-04-29T09:34:00.003+08:00

smiling

woosh! gone is a week before i knew it! so so fast! well, cos it all started from the expo job which was both tiring n super rewarding for my stomache! hahas. it was e largest food and hospitality exhibition in asia and i got this job tgt with holy n yuyang! on e first day, we almost died when our legs wanted to give way! but luckily the pay was tempting enough... hahas... n most importantly... e food! it was like prepared by international chefs from indonesia, korea, china and india. can i say the mutton was super duper yummy! n e main course and of course e dessert! n still! my favourite bread! it was like prepared on the spot , oven baked fresh and hot. n i ate a lot! and while we were working, here and there, we were always munching on some good food other stall sent over. exquisite cakes, ice cream... n not forgetting the resling we got to taste! e best white wine i ever tasted! acc to the chef, it was e best in the world! wow! hahas... n not forgetting panna and pelligrino that costs like 6 bucks per bottle and only at fine dining places? hahas... n e pizza! with extra ingredients for the girls and that means us! hot and crispy! just for us cos we asked e chef to make one... hahas. it was a yummylicious experience!

so e whole week just zoomed past and it was a tiring week.

on sat, went fore normal dance lessons... i don't want to go for wushu lessons anymore, cos my stomach screams hungry! hahas... n sun! had my law n medicine written test! all e way at nus. far far far! n e question was funny for e law one. it's a case about stalking... hahas, nd they asked u to determined whether the accused was guilty or that any defences was available to them. hahas. medicince was worse. if u could change one aspect of the medical profession, what would it be and why? ello! how would i know! hahas...

after that went home for dinner b4 rusing out for jazz lessons. i actually sweated in an air con studio. hahas. shows how tiring it was n i got super ugly bruises on my legs! looks like i fell into some drain or something...hahas...

hahas. my cuttlefish affair with angelina b4 getting scolded by someone before performance. :) ytd had performance for some dinner at sfa. e music cock up AGAIN. hahas. always without fail. n e person bluff us, said our item was at 9, n we were happily chatting about drinks n naughty suff when suddenly... eh! ur turn! huh? huh? hahas... n we were like rushing here and there! n i tried to smile ok... n xue leong is so funny... hahas. after e finale, i climbed on top of him. he wanted me to come down but i was still in my own world. so he tickled me legs. hahas... funny guy. n i jus found out that he's actually one year older than me! hahas...

n today.... i'm gg shopping with mummy! hope i get something i like!! :)

2008-04-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

the past few days went by reeeeaaaaalllllllyyyyyy FAST!

went over to victoria theatre on thur night, had a 'tour' by lao shi, telling us the structre of the place and the 'dos' and 'don'ts' so as to farmiliarise ourselves for Dance Emsemble Singapore(DES) performance on saturday. I saw a part of the rehersal and it was WOW! the whole production just seemed so professional! from the lightings and plot and dance and synopsis and props and everything! a picture tells a thousand words, look at this!

so early on saturday, we went to VT to help out. supposedly to go there and learn n experience it for our year end production which will look something like this. e dancers were superb! their moves seems flawless and they seemed to move gracefully with ease for the duet parts which i loved e most! e were great actors too!

VT sure has blasting air cons! it was so super cold for once i thought i was in australia during winter... it's THAT cold!!!!

well, forgot about friday! first time doing sandcastle job! it was super tiring, esp walking in the sand and fetching water with two pathetically small pails that weigh a ton when it's filled! tired but it wasn't that bad. hurried and rushed to parkway to meet holy to satisfy her craving for cycling, in the end we rented for e whole day n only cycled for one hour. hahas...

i received letter from NUS! wa... but still must prepare so many things la!

blur blur... shall go sort it out now...

well, there's this emcee course tmr, hope it's fun!

2008-04-17T14:20:00.002+08:00

went all e way to lavender for meeting about sat's concert ytd nite. it was farrrrrr n i took e farrer park route cos i could leave hse later. n it sure was scary... so many non chinese, n i think u know what i mean... hahas. so i quickkened my steps n fly all e way to the studio.
after that went bugis with angelina! bought 3 necklaces form diva! finally got income so can spend a bit. hee hee. then she bought this mango smoothie called mango tango with mango bits on top.yummy!it's a bit gelak for one person so i recommend that 2 ppl share it. it's heavenly...
n i discovered something ytd! holy OWES me big time man... add to her deficit!hahas. yea!

2008-04-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

it was a chaotic morning! 7 plus n meridian called. rushed down at 8 plus. whoa! suddenly i became so pro in getting ready in like half an hr. hahas.
n so, i got this p6 class. whew! not a p2 one, they drive me bonkers! hahas... well, these p6 kids are more mature n some of them really can talk n express themselves really well! it makes me think back and ponder if i was so super kiddy when i was in primary 6. hahas...
anyway, luckily today they ordered newspaper, so i read it again. mon sec school tue pri school. hahas... tmr no more newspapers le, i shall bring a book to entertain myself. hahas.
bought this deck of mini uno cards from this girl in 6a. she was helping her bro sell it for the president's star charity 2008, such a sweet sister!
6c was in computer lab when i went for their science lesson. n they were having a fun time adding me on msn n talking to me even though we were in the same room, hahas... they are just so cute! n for once, i broke my record in talking to 10 persons simultaneously! hahas...
sometimes when u have something to do can u find joy in slacking, seriously i think it's true. now that i'm doing ad hoc, i find slacking in a afternoon more enjoyable n fufilling compared to when i was staying for the whole day at home...
friday got sandcastle! yea!
there's so much tv shows tonight! i shall slowly slowly enjoy them! can't wait!

2008-04-14T16:33:00.002+08:00

hullo!!
it felt so free but so busy... hahas.
let me start from friday!
went to teach e northspring p2 kids in e afternoon. received a call from e school in e morning, anyway i'm still unemployed, so, rushed over after e morning interview at hdb. went home ard 12 to have my fav fish, ate one whole fish! yum yum! then off i go to northspring pri.
the kids there are super patriotic to the school n nation. it was ages ever since i heard kids sing out the school song n national anthem out loud with all their hearts! wow!
then went to take this p2 class, gosh! had 3 pe classes! well, they were prettt happy being able to play running game, so let it be. initially i was wondering how can i get them o be excited about pe without any balls or hula hoops, but, it proved otherwise. hahas.
then, had this super difficult english class, had to chase the kids all around the school! they ran to e toilet n ran out of class to the staff room when i went to het them some worksheets... whew! tiring.. hahas, but they were super cute nontheless. every second some kid seems to be complaining that their friend this their friend that. hahas... just like last time. and gosh!!!! i forgot to pick them up from recess!!! i went to the classroom after recess and was wondering why haven't they come up after so long... n steph called n so i was glad they're not here yet cos i could then answer her call. then suddenly something struck me... it's pri school!!!! need to pick up e kids from recess! gosh! n i hung up and ran as fast as i could with my supposedly ripping blisters on both my legs... whew! they were still there. and so started the monsterous english lesson. hahas.
went home ard 7 again to eat dinner and then, off i go to sjab camp! whew! so rush! hahas. met up with my fellow batch mates, and a pity i coldn't stay for long, had dance e next morning.
and so, dance on sat was super tiring! i could feel my energy being zapped away! hahas... it was tough. the XX stingray dance was so faaaassssttttt! i think my reflexes are pretty trained now. hahas.
today coral sec called, and i had to rush down in an hr's time. since i haven't found something permanent to do, why not? but i have a feeling that i'll do this kind of ad hoc relief here and there for like till uni? hahas. who knows! please kk! call me! i want to do the voluntry work!
and later there's practise for that cheena dance, hahas. having a performance on 28 apr which i don't know where, oh gosh, have to look cheena again! hahas... but guess it's the experience that's fun! hope i've not become too heavy to get onto xue leong for the finale.
well...n i got my sandcastle freelance on fri! holy better thank me man! i turned away e recep job... hahas. ok la, partly cos i also got another ad hoc on wed n nus interview on mon, so... hahas! bet she's gg to eat her chicken wings n sata bee hoon again! eh, let's try walking to parkway again eh! hahas... :)

2008-04-07T15:53:00.002+08:00

yay! two ppl called me ytd night! finally e long awaited wait is over!
anyway... just a lil late n random update, hahas.
sat had e sandcastle thingy with holy. wa, e weather was super hot!!
so i reached bedok interchange earlier than expected so decided to be a nice soul n ask holy if she wanted anything, n yes! her sugarcane n lemon. hahas... yummy on a hot sat afternoon. n i went to get my beloved popiah, wa, not bad, can fight with e one at compass which i loved dearly, hahas.
n then i was too exhausted walking here n there that i went to the bus stop n sat down, trying to catch my breath. then i though about my food n wanted to eat. alas! the bus came, hahas.
n so, cos we didn't really know how to go there, we decided to stalk e yellow colour shirt guy, which wore the company's shirt. hahas, smart us. we sat at a strategic position that we definately would not miss him if he decideds to alight. n so we were on bus 401.
can't stand the temptation of the pipping hot food in my hands so i decided to grab a bite, n you know where was i. hahas. super experienced food basket here, so no problem, wahahas... n yummy too!
n so, started sandcastle after a brief briefing, hahas. my stairs was like what the, guess i'm a bad builder, hahas... n gosh! needed a lot of strength to flip the super big mould filled with tonnes of heavy sand! hahas, but it was fun though. :)
dinnertime! east coast satay beehoon! which took us a whopping 40 mins to queue? hahas, maybe it was shorter, but queuing for nice food always seems longer! hahas. yummy!
so the two of us decided to be smart and decided to walk to parkway to take a bus back, meanwhile, chating on the way.
"sorry, but do u know which way is it to parkway?"
"that side, but ti's quite far know..."
"okies, never mind, thanks!"

"eh, holy, tj can make it, parkway no problem la!"

hahas, so begun our walk.
we started at 730 i think, n slowly slowly stroll along the pathway, quite nice, and had a nice lil talk with her talking about everything, but mostly rubbish, wahahas... n our next chiong-ing ecp cycling trip. hahas.
halfway, we stopped by n holy got a push pop, hello friend? hahas, okies, i admit i like it too. hahas.
n we walked past this group of seafood restaurants, yes, I SAW JUMBO. finally. mallory n genevieve! no more laughing at my ignorance ok! hahas...
then i told holy next time i'll open one miniature. hahas... ok. i admit i'm lame.
n finally! we reached PP! guess e time... 850! oh my gosh... hahas, we walked real long...
n our legs ached very very much. hahas. n for once i was super super glad they have seats in mrt n buses...
today! finally finished coating my popcorn with sugar n butter, e one i did on fri was a total failure cos i used cane sugar n no butter. today's was better, yay!

2008-04-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

boos! haven't found a job as yet. efficiency=zero.
satyed at home almost e whole week rotting away... didn't know what to do too. boos.
have been ridding mself of the chance to shop, no money no shopping, hahas... i promise myself once i've earn $ e first thing i'll go do is to shop!!!! hahas...
but hope they'll send me e reply soon, i need something exciting in my life to look forward to, otherwise it's all wake up, find job, eat, sleep. hahas... so pig!
n!!!! it seems everyone is starting their practical lessons, i still have to wait for a while, ok, i mean a long long while! feel so stupid that i didn't get through it. i'm so sorry mallory! otherwise u could be driving like e rest too!!! but i'm really glad that she waited for me!! thanks darling!
whoa! had a yummy yummy buffet lunch at swissotel! it was yummylicious!
yummy mee siam, it's e best! n salmon sashimi, sushi, rojak, fish... everything! even e wasabi was niceeee! deserts! raspberry cheesecake, dark n rich chocolate cake, bread pudding, durian!! plus ice cream!!!! i should say e flavour of the ice cream is super unique! never seen it in my life before n it tastes superb! too bad didn;t manage to take photos cos i was busily eating... hahas... well... e taste of it still lingers in my mouth n my mind! never eaten such nice chocolate n cheesecake before! it's even nicer than awfully choc, papa! :)

2008-03-30T17:44:00.003+08:00

check out the new holy!!!! hahas... can't believe she snipped off her precious hair... hahas, but she looked alright anyway... a matter of time to get used to it. :) hahas. and i think she looks better now than her ic photo, wahahas...
went for the smu talk tgt with her n 'discovered' what she had done to her hair!! hahas...
azabu sabo green tea ice cream is really really niceeeeee!!!!
went over to ikea with her again on friday to find her a cupboard n stuff for her room... n i had my yummy poached salmon! but too bad e salmon shrinked... increase price le still shrink it, what the... grrrr... my salmon... n of course i wasn't full, but had to pretend to be, no choice. hahas.
well well... saturday! normal dance lessons again... hahas, i was late cos went over to julia's house brght and early in e morning at 830 to print out the uni application form which was crap. hahas... n when i reached lavender, it was alr 1030, well, hahas... i missed e tiring warm up part! hahas!
but i wasn't spared either! had e normal drills n lao shi choreographed this 'simple' but too complexed for our brains dance for us to try out for the year end event. it's e song reflection and i think that it's super nice! going by the lyrics n dance u danced out, marvellous!
so off i go to pasir ris to meet my three darlings n 4H at pasr ris park! wow! e inaugaral gathering since jc! hahas... but i was so glad so many ppl went, all tgt 30 of us! wow! hahas...
so finally i saw pei lian n siew quee after miss them on cny visiting... n a whole lot others! sandy, jewel, madeline, kai peng, carol, serene... n lots lots more!
we played cards, all the stupid games we used to play in school, what changin names game, bluff... hahas... n we played 老鹰抓小鸡 right in the middle of the place, obviously oblivous to the ppl ard us, n i mean strangers, hahas... malu ourselves again! well, that's what we used to do in school last time, or rather, me. hahas... but hello?! free entertainment ok! hahas... bet life was funnier and more memorable with my malu moments... hahas.
today woke up bright n early to pass julia some stuff, thanks girl! for helping me so much these few months! n went to have tution...
n now! i'm hungry! hope i can have dinner soon... hahas!

2008-03-25T19:26:00.002+08:00

la... la... la...
went back tj bright n early with julia, carol chan n anita to get my referal letter, n poor carol, her testimonial which has been witheld cos anita didn't return her book which was dued ages ago...
then! miss huiqi was still sleeping so i we went over to gelare to have their waffles n ice cream! yummy apple pie yoghurt! it was nice! :)
then went back again to helpmy beloved 娘 to get her appraisal letter from mrs lim, hahas, she's one funny woman.
walking along the same route in the school seemed to bring back many fond memories. let's start with the canteen. e familiar fruit stall smell which was one of my fav stalls cos of my watermelon, hahas... n e same old looking canteen where we spent countless breaks either slacking away or trying to do some work but failed, or rushing to look for seats during lunch, queuing up for my fav chicken rice or hor fun, n e many b'day celeberations with the clique... indeed. memories. :)
looking back, i really wondered how i survived my 2 years in tj trying to catch up with school work n doing all those slacking n fun things. well, i guess i owe all of it to my friends! michelle, yuyyang, holy, adriano, steph, manda, ying lin, yanning, zinc, crystal (she's my high pitch girl!), anh(forever e guai hard working girl), wen hui(who was always too lazy to walk to school such that we had to say goodbye at tanah merah) , julia (my sa cum tj buddy! n e emergency morning rides in her father's car)... and a lot a lot more! without them by my side, slacking tgt, mugging tgt, havin all those fun times tgt, n of course! my fav talking buddy qii who makes lessons more interesting with our endless conversations n making a fool of ourselves!! n how i rmb mrs beetsma always have to shut us up n threatened to split us, but she didn't do it anyway... hahas...
all those fond memories, i'm glad i had them.
n i'm so proud of myself! i managed to fill in e application for NTU n their scholarsip all at one go! don't know what's wrong with me, normally i would dread it, but i suddenly have the motivation to do all of it n i feel so satisfied n another thing off my load!
tmr SMU with holy! shall see what they have to offer n i'll be on my way to paradise once it's all done!
i wonder how's gen doing at school, but i guess it should be e same, jiayou girl! :)

2008-03-24T17:32:00.003+08:00

hahas! i'm back! not that i'm back from holiday... but i'm back blogging! hahas...
i'm so lazy to blog these days, no motivation... hahas.
have been thinking loads about uni life n my 'future'? hahas... it sure is a difficult decision to make, n all e applications are so irritating! all must write essay! why can't they shortlist ppl alr then ask them to write... troublesome, but i guess things that r troublesome must be not bad? hahas...
updat abt my life!
let's start from saturday! where my life really begins!
went dance in e morning as usual, n trying hard to escape to meet huiqi for easter musical! hahas... went to bugis to meet huiqi darling who's just came back from thailand! n we went to e expo book sale after that n she bought a whopping 50 plus bucks worth of books n cds! hahas... i'm trying very very hard to limit myself to finally a 13 bucks worth of merchandise, cos my income has stopped! :) and so we concluded that we miss e talking times n never had a moment of silence till we said goodbye on e mrt platform. hahas. rule #1! tmr! date with u darling!
den... sun was mundane, had tution early in the morning! if only that lil girl was more enthu about studies, ot would be more interesting for me then! but nontheless, i entertained myself with the popcorn her mum made while she went toilet cos, apparently, she had a stomache due to the dinner the previous night.
monday: receied complain calls from 娘! she was so damm pissed about e unreasonable person n i think it's justified for! hahas... den she told me that we, women, don't have to study so hard n chiong all e way, cos we both agreed that ultimately, it's up to our spouse to work really hard. hee hee, lucky women?
hahas... n what i heard on sat really gives me the motivation! forgiveness! once u forgive, everything will seem better. learn to let go and embrace everything around you n u will live a much better day! true true... :)

2008-03-13T22:08:00.003+08:00

everyone seems at a loss to the course of their choice, i'm not any better! have to make a choice ultimately... i shall think about it more carefully after my theory exam n btt on monday!
omg! i haven really study for my btt yet! hope i can do well! oh my! i don't want to queue for a date agaiin! it's gg to take me ages then!
well, huiqi is gone to thailand, miss her! really think that e times where we were so enthu n upbeat about chatting in class were really e most enjoyable times!
gen still can't make up her mind! hope that she'll find something she really likes n won't regret soon!
sometimes i really wonder if the problem lies with me, but i've really tried my best le, well, at least i think it's my best, it may have appeared to her otherwise. :(
mal's at a loss too! jiayou girl! god will help u find your way!
nth much interesting happened these days.
smile!

2008-03-09T08:54:00.002+08:00

go back my results on friday.
met huiqi before that, longed the times where we were alone in our world.
sitting at e canteen waiting for the time to come was somehow familiar again.
sitting there before the paper starts, everything flooded back like heart wrenching memories.
but only this time, there was no notes, only people.
some were scared, some were anxious, i was stoning, didn't know what god had planned for me.
i was trying to be positive, or maybe, just don't expect anything as yet.
angelina was near tears, poor girl.
34 ppl failed GP, a lot, one from every class? huiqi and me was like oh gosh! what is it was us? cos we didn't do very well for prelims though where i almost failed my one mark to a S.
i told myself i shouldn't feel dejected, or hope for anything as yet, jus to ensure i won't be too affected when the results came out. and so we went up.
and it started.
first the 3 A's, 01 to 34. Holy! Adriano! Audrey! yanning! steph! their names flashed n i fell so happy for them! they must be rejoicing!
then the 4 A's, not much familiar names though, julia! she must be beaming! :)
surely the 5's were not within my reach i thought, esp what happened during one of the papers...
my heart sank teribbly, surely i could get 2? at least?
then a miracle really happened! i saw my name! gosh! how can it happen!? i grabbed huiqi beside me, is it for real? oh gosh oh gosh! she hugged me n
everything kinda settled down after a while i guess, n i was pulled back to reality.
i could tell huiqi was feeling disapointed n worried.
but i keep telling her it was good, taking into consideration the limited amount of time she had left to cramp the tiniest of information. she did it man! so proud of her!
but the feeling was different. a different experience. my sec friends, missed them as much.
well, had to fret over the course to take. another life changing choice, not one to be made wilfully in a moment of fury. browing through all e diff courses from the diff uni is enough to give me a big headache! hope someone will be out there to give me a hand! (:

2008-03-05T19:14:00.003+08:00

每天睁开眼睛的一刹那
不知今天为何而起
只知必须完成使命
麻木的就这样的过了一天

许多幻想与梦境
希望它门都会变成事实
然而现实依然残酷
把你拉出那美丽的传说

我想我想回到过去
每一天的确目标明确真实
加上一丝的快乐无比
充实的一天我会珍惜

我想我想回到过去
没有这类的烦恼纠惨
只有真挚的友情时光
不象先在那么假装

nice lyrics. (:

2008-03-03T20:29:00.005+08:00

NTU Photos!!

went over to julia's house after school, was walkin along the bridge and suddenly i have this urge. i hated myself for feeling this way, why? a sudden gush of emotions promised one litre of tears, but i guessed it all dried up due to julia's enthusiasm n my fondness for this cheerful sa cum tj friend! hahas! so i spent e afternoon at her dinning table in her kitchen looking at classified with her, but couldn't find any interesting ones... hahas. poor us.

A's RESULTS OUT THIS FRIDAY!!!!

oh my gosh! think i'll need a lot a lot of tissues!

2008-03-02T22:19:00.002+08:00

had a marvellous weekend!
fri was fun! met papa, niang, holy, kyna, crystal, le mei, n jian wei! it was fun!
sat: dance! n we did some casting for i think sony?
sun: slack! :)
shall update tmr, ubiquitous aching, owwwww....

2008-02-28T19:15:00.004+08:00

Whee hee! it was a fun day today! it has been a long long time ever since i felt so superb on a weekday!!!! satisfied n thrilled!

hahas... so e day started with the mundane work... n then some nike ppl came to sell nike stuff in a pantry! was browing through the clothes n stuff, n time passed so fast! it has never been so in e past, it seems to crawl away slowly, but today... zoom!! hahas.

then met julia at compass! whoo hoo!! hasn't been seeing her for so long! though we stayed so near each other... hee n then went over to make tiramisu n chocolate truffles!!!! yummy! the scent of chocolate is still lingering on my hands! feels like i just had a choco spa! hahas...but it was fun whipping the cream n trying to splice teh chocolates n rolling e balls! hahas, i mean e chocolate balls la!it was fun fun n fun! i should thank her for making my weekday so interesting! n this is e tiramisu... well, forgot to take a pic of the truffles though, n my bailey's! has came handy! added some in to e tiramisu, but guess it was too lil, e taste was barely there.

NTU open tmr!! have to travelall e way to boon lay. suuuupppperrrrr far! but i get to meet papa n dear niang, so i guess it's worth the trip! n holy! i want subway for lunch ok! hahas... can't wait for tmr! plus plus! e incentive of leaving school early to go there! though i'll only get half a day's pay, but all that is happening n e thought of no more enduring my boring school life is just tantalizing!!! whee! n i'm gg to have a great weekend! no school! yea!

2008-02-25T20:07:00.004+08:00

had a marvellous weekend! but not a superb week. boos. but... anyway...

first, stayover at manda's house on friday!

screams n hugs to them!! it has been so long ever since we saw each other, n what's more! everyone was there! realised how much i missed them. so we playedn watched movies throughout the nite. guess everyone was tired so we fell asleep watchin knocked up. hahas a funny show, about this one nite stand news reporter n mind u, e show is vulger with all e f words splattering the screen now and then, hahas.

poor huiqi was so sad. didn't have e time n privacy to tell me what actually happened, guess we'll meet up real soon, till then, hold on yea, darling?

haha! n sat was dance! went tgt with angelina! ages ever since we met to go there, hahas... n had fun though, rolling here n there n my back hurts, when i rolled over n my bone was like grinding the floor. if only i had more meat to cushion is. hahas. n i still couldn't do a handstand properly, well, that may be my resolution this month! hahas..

n i met HOLY!!!! went to airport n gave her a bailey's surprise! alcohol addict, hahas. i still think hoe garden is not nice!!!! hee... anyway... played bball at ws! yea! thought we will do damm badly, but surprisingly... we were the best ard that at that time!we got thru all stages! n got e highest at that time! 3oo something? better than my previous scores! hahas... 默气ah... hee. n she was savouring her cup of chunky monkey n there was i staring at her cos i was too sick of e food i had earlier on... hahas, but i did have a bite. yum yum! had to go home early as i still have tution at like 10 am! in e morning e next day...boos. but at least i met her.

sunday! late late reunion dinner with sfa! hahas, in e dance studio actually, never imagined thaat place could be converted into a dinning area actually, hahas. it was fun! played blackjack with a few others. we started with like 10 cents? hahas... n i think i earned 20 cents? hahas. ok, not something to be proud of, but the fact is, at least i didn't lose. hahas.

yuying!

yan ran!

n so today is monday! not so bad la, i guess, at least now more ppl are free n i have my talktime buddies. hee hee.

hope for a better tmr! :)

2008-02-22T14:19:00.004+08:00

terrible, from head to toe.
i just don't get it, why can't i be enjoying everything i'm doing just like everyone else?
i seriously hate it, i hate waking up in e mornings, looking at e dimly lit sky n know that i have to go. why?
i know i've been complaining a lot these days, but i just can't help it. i'm sincerely sorry if i irritated u. everytime a surge of helplessness arouse, i just want to shout it out. i'm confused, really confused. people dosen't seem e way they were, was it because thay needed your help that time? the typical please help me tone n u r so nice n smart comments after it, n once u r no longer useful, they simply ignore u, or demeans your importance in their lives.
i hate to pretend, pretending to be smiling when u feel like bursting, but there's no other way out. in e hope to feel better, but u feel worse when u r not heard. sometimes it's better to just keep quiet. maybe.
i hate myself for feeling this way, why is it only me? why can't i be normal? so maybe e problem is with me. but i just don't know how to change it. i've been trying, but nothing seems to be working. my picture perfect is just a fantasy.
sometimes i just feel like bursting out into tears, but i know that will only make myself look more childish, who e hell at this age would be bothered by these things? i never felt so terriblt in tj except here, the past and the present. or maybe it's e school. :(
everyday, single moment of the time, i was wishing e weekends would never end.
saw her in e morning, she made a comment, i can feel a distancing unfamiliarity between us. yes, i'm convinced, it's me.
i really don't know what to do to end this interminable nightmare. i really don't.

2008-02-21T20:01:00.002+08:00

when the sun rises
when i look outside
i know it's a new beginning
a brand new day

this day is not beautiful
as i want it to be
this day is not exciting
a mundane drudgery

where's e hope and laughter
all gone, where's the her?
no more jokes, no more words
only laconic-ness

a surge of energy inside there
wants beneath to enjoy everything
but the devil takes it all
and asked her to moan instead

lesser meeting ups
misses them so
enthusiastic?
a chore, a drudgery, a tear

procrastination?
a new found friend
much she dosen't wants to
did it anyway

purpose, meaning, lost.
lethargic to relationships
tiring, give up?

interaction, socialisation, PR, she realise
now she just hides in her cave
to her dismay, she dosen't know why

much as she dosen't wants to
it just happened, anyway.
she feels she's not strong to overcome it
intoxication, maybe?

it helps to bring troubles away
the stairway to cloud 9
a solution perhaps
harm, she knew

floating around aimlessly
she vowed to find her placing
not where she identifies herself currently,
but silently hope that god will help.

hahas, guess where i found this? :)
singapore got the glory n honour, e rest is up to u.

2008-02-20T21:08:00.003+08:00

procrastinating.
leaving undone things undone.
who said that chores are meant to be finished?
satisfaction level zonked down to the minimum.
a fantasy or a reality?
i need to wake up.
just like the book, i need to move on, and find interest in things i do, so as to ensure i give my best. felt like being accosted by the procrastination bug and feeling not at all intrepid about searching for exciting chores.
went to do things that i shouldn't have done while leaving those supposedly to be done lingering on my to-do list.
so, i went cp and found this book by Jodi Picoult "My Sister's Keepers", and a few of those inspirational books that is supposed to make me feel excited and enthusiastic about my all so mundane life. well, let's see of it works.
can't wait for fri, then i can pour out everything matched with a tinge of bailey's to huiqi, maybe a bottle perhaps, hahas. intoxication nope. i'll stick to a few cups maybe. hahas.
thinking of my four periods, i really feel like just being ignorant of my surroundings and steeped in my readings. who cares about them when they don't give a damm about your existence? i agree totally. bugis street, e final destination.

2008-02-19T19:35:00.003+08:00

whoa! my 101 post! my next target shall be 200! hahas.
talked to holy till late late n kana scolding from my mum cos she thinks that i'm too loud.
hahas. miss her too much that's why, got carried away.
my tution kid is now MIA-ing, can't arrange a datewith her. a cute lil girl called kacie.
the most intesting thing i did today was to draw four cartoon drawings in class, this is how boring it was. n i decided to give them to 死党 n darling! hahas.
huiqi finally have a blog, aft MIA-ing for a year, u know ar.... ah hem! hahas! waiting for more love confessions on her blog. hahas.
yes! i'm finally meeting holy on sat! hope we can meet n i mean for at least 2 hrs straight. hahas. i want my subway.
can't believe it's so hard looking for a satisfactory job. it's just too hard.
can't wait for sat! cos it's e only day in e week when i'm freed from the drudgery of surviving through the interminable relief periods. i guess i'll master the art of stoning n blocking out noise神功 at e end of my job. hahas.

2008-02-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

finally it's over! three days on a row sure made my legs ache, though we didn't do e whole day, but still, guess it's e continuous and e waiting part that got it all uptight. hahas... but still, it was fun! at least something interesting out of my boring-mundane-can't-wait-to-get-out-of-it relief life. i'm so super irritated by it! rah! shall not let it spoil my mood.

took lots of pictures and can't wait to have them! too bad it's not my camera, so have to wait for yun yun to upload them. well, this is e only one i got. me n 刘星.

poor sophie was sick on sunday, n it got all of us tightened up with last min changes one hour right before e morning performance. whew! n e stage was super small that i keep banging the board at e side and i was almost dancing with the wall behind, well, at least it helped me a bit when i couldn't balance, hahas, i leaned against it, hee, not supposed to but i couldn't care much. was too tired n hungry. hope it's not too obvious, hahas.

before our item was this duet singing by some auntie n uncle, so angelina and me was like imitating them at e backstage, hahas. we needed entertainment. n we laughed our stomachs off!

n seriously i don't understand how could yu yuing injured her feel while she was sleeping, hahas. funny girl. we were resting after the super icy cold chicken rice and she fell asleep. n she say they hurt when she woke up, poor her, and we have to do this jump and spread-out-your-legs action after that, hope that she's better!

well,so we ended up at tanjong pagar cc in e evening. well, at least i'm not that nervous, but it was quite dramatic argueing with that lad who scolded us 'budok' after we left, hello? like we care for your accusations. we were just asking her of the props her child was holding belonged to ours. obviously it belonged to the chinese dance category, but how would i know if an indian dance uses that? it's identical ok! well, i was amused at her "why u say i take your things, u mean only u can buy that ar?" when all we asked was "sorry, but does that belonged to us?", well, no point wasting our energy talking to such an uncivilised person, but it just seems like she 不打自招 kinda reply. n she's a grown up! supposed to be more mature than us but i don't know why she sounded so defensive, as if we said she took it. couldn't be bothered to let her spoil our night.

n it was so cute looking at those lil children dance! come to think of it now, i miss the dance, hahas.

it's e start of another boring week... when will my life change for the better? boos.

2008-02-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

i survived! for two days of practise and a day of performance.
tue was bad. i dragged myself wearily to the studio after piano when i was almost half dead, being plagued by the horrendous flu. luckily daddy came to fetch me home so i didn't have to bear with the interminable chore of waiting for the train.
but guess i'm getting better, so ya! yea! hahas...
wed was alright, was quite stress trying to remember all e steps, whoa! once i got e hang of it, everything came out more naturally! yippie!
then lao shi decided to let us off or a day on thurs, valentine's day! hahas, but i had no valentine, so i spent the day doing the gifts. n oh! mrs cherry lim's muffin was so super nice that i gluped down e whole big big muffin, or should i say savour? :)
then it was e big day! hahas, ok la, not really, but i was irate when i was hungry and couldn't sit down properly and enjoy my food. boos. i hate it when i'm tired n hungry and i can't eat. that day was some total defence day n e canteen wasn't open till 12 which i didn't have a chance to eat cos my lessons were like all e way! grrr... rushed down n was late, thanks ar, but at least lao shi have not arrived yet. whew!
went to put on e super tight leotard, but guess it expanded after a while, so, at least i can breathh. hahas, n our make up was super super thick i promise i'll scare whoever sees me if i walked on the street. but cos the lightings on the stage was quite bright, had to do it otherwise we'll look ghostly to the audience.
and so, when we tried the stage before the whole thing started, we were sweating as if we've just been drenched, it was HOT HOT HOT! and guess who i saw! hahas. so unexpected, i was like squirming my eyes and wondering if she was who i saw! hahas, ok, our secret! but she looked so cute with her hair!
and my cousin was there too! she went to perform wushu. didn't get the chance to see her performance cos mine was like two items after hers, bafore this group of chior aunties and uncles singing some songs in dialect. they were good. ok, i can't sing, hahas.
n my fan couldn't open la cos it overshot when we were turning it! this is e part i hated most.n so i just used both hands to open in e middle of the performance. i was trying very very hard to hide my mistake behind the beautiful facade, hope no one notices it. but still, it was funny.
n i almost coudn't get onto xue liang for the final pose. i just die die also must get on top, so i muster all e energy i could n poof! i was up! hahas.
photos! after the performance! upload it next time. but basically we went in the middle of the plants n flowers n took photos, hahas.
n i'm starting to feel a sense of belonging in there. :)
last but not least, huiqi! hang in there! u can do it de! muacks! :)

2008-02-12T12:59:00.001+08:00

didn't felt right since ytd.
missed school today, anyway didn't have much to do too, so i guess its alright.
wanted to get better for the performances this weekend, but, boos, guess i have to bear with the drudgery of making the extra effort to do every lil thing that comes my way because i'm being badgered with the voracious flu bug that seems to be everywhere.
ltr still have piano lessons n practice. hope i can survive till then! i'm not an automaton!!!!
life is getting more n more boring as e days goes by, wahs! i must find something interesting to do, don't want to waste my time away!!!!
i'm still caught in between, a dilemma, will it get better? if only i could prognosticate. jus hope for the better.

2008-02-10T09:39:00.000+08:00

for e past few days, it was just food n visiting! n hongbaos!

yes! it's true that the average hongbao is 10 bucks cos i experienced it! hahas, because the government said that e economy is doing well, hahas, n i get to benefit from it! wahahas...

well, supposed to go visiting with the girls on e second day but alas! had to go my fathers's friends house n i miss it! had dinner at my uncle's place which is at pasir ris with such a senic view from the house i'll fell like paradise if i ever lived there, it feels like u own a private pool cos it's just within 3 m from the backyard! wow! n i took some pics with my cousins which i missed so much! a girl who's been with me since i was born. okies, she's only a year younger than me la, hahas, but we were there for each other no matter what! she's been quite busy cos she's in year 2 now, just like me last year.

n they always helped me to clear my notes at end of major exams! hahas...

n oh! we kida went back to nostalgic mcnair road! hahas, that was where i stayed till i moved to punggol 6 years ago! missed e place n it has since changed so much!

n mummy! i love u!

well, well, then! met up with my sj darlings ytd! went over to eunice's house n shermain went to her old house at crocodile farm, hahas... so funny! she said she was downstairs n we were like huh? cos eunice stayed in a semi-d kind of house. hahas. blur SP!

oh! n sidang wore e similar shirt as me! hahas, ok la, e only similarity was that it ad a ribbon behind! hahas... n we played with tis small small mahjong set which eunice said should just use two fingers to mix em. hahas.

den i have to leave early too! don't know why this year have so much visiting!!!! went over to my another relative house n we lo hei! hahas, look at this fish! i used my creative juices n created e sheng long huo hu eyes! hahas.

had lotsa good food! yummy! hope i still weigh e same! hee!

happy chinese new year again!

2008-02-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

RATTY YEAR!

hahas. went to watch e firecrackers at chinatown ytd, similar a year ago. n there was this sale on mochi and e taiwan cakes. $3 a packet!! put full full also can! come ah! come ah!

these was what we heard. hahas, n we bought quite a lot sia. it's not that we bought a lot, it's just that $5 n $3 is a lot. look at these! hahas.

so we went to e usual places we go to every year... n i took this with my cousin, she forbids me to put it up but i think she looked quite alright, hahas.

n my beloved cousins!

loved my gramdma's cheng teng, had two bowls! hahas yummy! n than in between we went to my father's collegue's houses n finally over to my aunt's hse! wa! yummy chicken abalone porridge! ate two more bowls! n the fruit n prawn salad! yummy!

tyler!!

went home quite early ard 9 cos no gambling den this year, hahas, maybe tmr. :)

realised it's getting less n less fun as e years goes by, hahas, maybe it'll get better tmr! hahas.

well, i learnt must learn to accept what's given to me n live with it.

恭喜发财!

2008-02-06T19:08:00.000+08:00

yea! si dang gave me this heart!

love u loads! though sometimes our relationship may seem rocky in e past n present, i believe each time we emerged stronger! e indescribable feelings i went thru during my journey with u! i believe god sent u down to me for a reason.

thanks! n a million muacks!

sorry for attempting to ask if u need help with teaching, i was really boos these few days.

i promise i won't ever think of it again k?

glad that u had fun in sjc with sheila.

n thanks for standing by me everytime. sometimes u want to help but don't know where to start, but i thank u for e effort, your thought of helping is enough. 事事有时并非如此, 我只想谢谢你的诚心. muacks! wish u all e best with u n ur kuku!

i miss my 2G terribly, they never fail to make me smile. :) n they were always so bubbly!

yea! yea! tmr is chinese new year! got lotsa good food n stuff! yummy! ni can see my beloved tyler! oh man...this is how cute he is.

collect hongbao! n meet my friends! a pity i couldn't go on friday... i promise u girls i'll pop down if i could. pei lian! it's been ages since i saw u!!!! hahas...

n oh! don't worry sidang about growing fat! i promise i'll be here to go on an exercise regime with u to help u regain your sexy figure! hahas...

n of course! holy! i miss u!!!!!!! date! 13th feb! promise! :)

hope next year will be better cos i know it all depends on me!

2008-02-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

today ms chow told me what i'm supposed to do for e rest of the semester. co-teach. disappointing. hope it won't bore me and give me e same satisfaction as teaching a proper class.
things didn't really go e way i want it to be, or maybe i thought it would. e world is cruel. maybe there isn't a default to follow. anything can happen. i'm so afraid of losing something.

i learnt something today. 凡事都要看开就好.比环竟不会因你而变化, 你得应环竟的改变慢慢改变适应. 没有东西是永久的.你应改不怕失去, 而庆幸你成经拥有.
but sometimes it's difficult to do it.
it's a new year soon. i really don't wanna let my life be tainted with these.
so be happy! jiayou! :)

2008-02-05T19:56:00.001+08:00

RAH! boos... :(
i really hope to begin a new year with a cheerful mind n happy soul.

2008-02-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

last time walking down e row taking attendance in e morning

last time looking back at e probates to make sure they are present for assembly and seeing tessa screaming madly at me that she's here n martina waving and waving to notify me of her pressence.

took a whole lot of photos with e girls of 1F and 2G to make me rmb them, they were really cute! n the !F girls started this bob family and i;m called bob lee! wat the... hahas, but they were really cute n u could see from the way they behave and the way they think that life is still a beautiful landscape for them, well, at least they are still enjoying it! :)

yes, and e whole bunch of 2G girls was a fun lot! from camp till now, frm strangers to now, 在不知不觉中, 我渐渐地认识了她们.现在得说再见有点舍不的, 但天下无不散之延席, 每件事都该有个结果, 只是迟早的问题. but i'm glad that at least i met them. :)

i really can't see e fufillment n joy in doing the new routine assigned as she does, maybe we each have our own expectations of life. i really wished to do something meaningful durin my holidays and not waste it away, that's why i signed up for volunteer at KK. e joy u get when u see them smile, even though there's no pay, it's alr enough. the smiles n thank you u get are priceless!

2008-01-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

things are much better i hope, n i'm still trying to improve myself, taking whatever criticism that comes my way as a learning point so that i'll be better in maintaining all kinds of relationships, esp what i've been in contact with for the past 18 years of my life. hai.

i know how to play volleyball! 多亏 my beloved 死党教导有方! hee hee. sorry i keep doing e wrong way, but i'll try to improve so that u won't be too bored when u go for their cca training!never imagine that i'll actually learn how to play volleyball, i just feel that my hands are like this powerful sword, zip zapping e ball to where i want it to be! hahas thanks gen! sorry i can't really help u sometimes cos i don't really see u in school cos our timetable clashes, but i'll try my best to help u whenever i can, must must come find me if u need any help k! i feel so bad that i can't do much for u sometimes while others could...

tmr is e seond last day of my sucky timetable, well, i hope what'll happen next week is gg to be more welcoming, but i'm already prepared for the worst, that means an even suckier timetable, even being sacked may not be so bad after all. hai hai.

oh! e girls showed me this pork video on youtube, it was quite dumb but super funny, sometimes they just never fail to make me smile.

well... smile for tmr will be a better day!

oh, realise that haven't uploaded e photos last friday, here are some!

the birthday girls' ice cream cake!

my beloved batch! where's janice? she was nice as she helped us take this photo

sweetheart! n SP kaya! :)

my fav SP ALWAYS!

e blur blur sasa!

2008-01-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

tmr is wed, so fast. a few more days i'll say goodbye to 2G, cos mdm alya is coming back. hahas, think i'll miss em. learnt quite a bit there few weeks. wonder what e school have for me to do next week, hope it's something better than now, hahas... please please...
managed not to procrastinate there few days, so manged to get some stuff done.
yea! next week cny! hope to enjoy it!

2008-01-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

today is monday. another new beginnning. can't wait for something to change my life. rah.

2008-01-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

my mood was on a rollercoaster last friday. haven't been feeling so bad ever since a long long time ago... i was so happy that i've learnt to survive with it and grow out of it back in tj, but alas! i'm wrong! it's back again! is it e school or is it e timing? i wonder... hais. :(
anyway, in e morning, it went tumbling down down down... and when it sarted to pick up, something happened to gen, her things in her thunbdrive disappeared! and she cried, my heart sank immediately, seeing how lost she was. i really really very much wanted to help, but guess someone beat me to it, i'm always one step behind, can't i react faster?! rah! but girl! 不管发生什么事, 要坚强k? that's what i have been telling myself all these while too, but sometimes it's easier said than done, esp when it keeps coming n u have to embrace yourself everytime. it's tiring.
it's true that you'll gain something when u lose something, well, she gained the love letters from her 2A. i reallythink she's one lucky happy girl. so it isn't that bad after all, we are just never satisfied. but i just can't see what have i gained. sometimes gg to school everyday is just a mundane chore like 2 years ago.
thinkin back, were the days i spent in tj happier? more carefree? cos i just don't just hold on tight and just let go?
oh... i miss my darling huiqi!! all e talking n seeing u everyday, miss it so so much. u just suddenly poof out of my life this year, haven't got used to it yet. n my tkd ppl, i really really miss them. they were the ones who made my life much much happier in tj. withiut them, it would be super boring like most others experience. i guess thay wre the reason why i think jc life isn't that bad after all, unlike what e others thought of jc n didn't really miss it at all.
i thought i wouldn't miss it but in fact i did! as i alighted at bedok last wed to go back n train with holy, all e memories flooded back. as i walked past e coffeeshop n market, i missed e times when e lunch clique argued whether to go left or right. and e tkd ppl, where we trained till our muscles ache at night and e glucolin we gluped to keep our strength there. going home with niang n chasing the tortise no 3 late at night ard 11 plus... awwww... hai.
well, they were sweet memories at least.

2008-01-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

下雨天的空气
就是那么逼人
情就象没生命的树苗
慢慢枯去

潮湿的周围
给人一种约束
阻止你向前冲, 向前进
充实的过着每一天

为什么天天都是下雨天?
没有一天是晴天?
难道人生就是这么样
你必须寻找它的晴天

为什么天天都像大雨天?
没有温暖的阳光?
人生的道路都是这样吗?
充满着荆棘的谎言?

2008-01-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

sometimes life just ain't fair.
you tried harder than others but they get more, or is it i just didn;t try hard enough n wasn't sincere enough?
but sometimes i'm just tired, is that a sin too?
i'm already trying very hard but jus don't see any results.
yes.
人生是不公平的.
只要没做对不起人的事那就足够了吗? 满足了吗?

2008-01-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

为什么世上有悲欢离合?
难道就不能只有兴高采烈的存在.
有时后你只想放齐, 但知道必须撑下去...
每天都遇道许多种考验, 但那些只是让我门更坚强的途径.
抱握每一天的快乐,抛掉那震愤人心的烦恼,才能充实的度过没一天, 并不留下任何后悔.
告诉自己, 我已经做了我该做的事, 其于的听天由命吧!
明天会更好! :)

2008-01-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

RAH!
sometimes when u feel something is not right n everything just come crashing down n n jus feel like hiding at home n sort things out first before u feel like doing anymore things. well, that's exactly how i am right now!! everything is not gg e way they are!!!!
sorry gen, if i still don't feel like gg to sakae tmr, hope he's working on friday.
whatever...
if they continue to piss me off again they'll know!
played volley with gen after school, could see that she loved n missed it so much! n i had her as my coach! mnaged to do something n my arm now is like red patches of little dots everywhere. whatever. it kinda looked funny, but whatever la.
back to what i'm supposed to do! n there's still so man things to be done. whatever la, seriously...

2008-01-15T20:53:00.001+08:00

i woke up feeling nothing. confused of my present state. can't believe i'm doing this, hahas. even as i make my way to andrew road after school i still feel a bit wierd. then after i reached e reception, only then thati start to feel my heart pounding, well, luckily it stopped before i went in. n i stare at e black hole once again n said what i was supposed to, but i think i didn't do that well, anyway, there were a lot of ppl, don't thinki can make it. yup, so now i am out of my shock n felt e normal, mudane life i'm gg to have. but boring or not, it's up to me to decide!

well, finally gotten e pics from gen after helping her do her ss slides! hahas... added this sir stanford raffles pic n e merlion pic to her blue slides which i said e colour combi is oh my! kiddin la... darling! hahas. so whoever sees it, rmb i added e merlion n raffles n malaysia pictures! hahas... hahas. ok! so here are e pictures we took during camp n on sat!
firstly... e 招牌 muddy feet!
then... aft e girls went to sleep...

finally! e 3rd day!
n on saturday! after we shopped till our feets dropped! satisfied shoppers!

grouchy... hahas... no la.jus do for fun! :)

this is my life.

2008-01-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

sat! but no dance day today! feel a bit bad to miss it. guess lao shi must be angry! i'll try to be on time next sat! no more late! i'll leave my house at 830 sharp!
okok, enough about this, so gen came to accompany me! luckily she came right on time n i was up there le! whew! so she no need waste time queue with me! hahas...
e ppl queuing near me was quite funny... i was amazed by their actions, hahas... n i'm so glad that i got in e first round! shocked till now. tot i'll just try my luck since i can afford e time now, but nth is sweeter than having my si dang there for me!
then... shopping! i bought this white watch! very nice! too bad my phone sot, can't upload e photos... gen bought this blouse n shirt from esprit n this tube top from isetan, quite nice though...
oh! oh!
n i just came back from camp on friday! u should call it muddy camp! hahas... now my toenails r like contaminated with mud, hahas...
but it was fun! u just sink your whole leg into e mud n pluck it out, hahas... i took photos, but can't upload, wasted!
n guess what!? i shared a room with gen n XX. oh my! i didn't believe snoring could be so loud until i heard XX's! seriously i really 佩服 XX. i'm not trying to be bad but i really find it amusing describing it as bulldozer! okok, no more teasing!
on e first day gen was too tired n i was trying really hard to fall asleep, i only succeeded after like one hour or so at 3 am in e morning cos i was really tired n we had to wake up at 630! can't believe i slept so much!
after the camp i learnt more on how to be a FT, though it's only for a month, but e girls were really cute n i loved them a lot! though some of them were quite playful n there were times they disappointed me. but they were still lovable! i promise to give my best for them!
tmr must learn my theory... hahas... n i miss vegetable!
hahas

2008-01-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

saturday! dance day! hahas... went for dance at foo chow today. met herman on e way n i discovered that there's actually a job called programme management, e one he's doing. wow! sounds interesting! they do things like MTV n drama serials for mediacorp, cos they kind of outsource these jobs to companies... :)
so we did our normal drills n stuff. my legs ache sia... but i think they are getting stronger... cos aft that i went shopping again n they don't ache so much like before! maybe cos i practise shopping every week after dance for a month le. hees hees... n i bought this pair of trousers from mango. nice.
ytd helped mrs ong do some camp stuff. was super annoyed n irritated at first cos e names were all over the place n it was so difficult to find n e list was super super long! hahas. so i was grumbling all e while n poor gen had to bear with me. i'm so sorry gen! :(
and as we go along, e list became easire n easier to read n slowly i started laughing at all e different kinds of food allergies n started making comments cos i was just too bored! im not trying to be mean but i just find some of them really amusing! like allergy to bird's nest? hee hee. but no offence. n e girl is in my class, hahas. i shall try n forget who she is less that i'll start laughing when i'm remindedof this allergy. hahas.
yum! yum! i miss e school food! esp e chicken rice stall!!!! n e malay stall!!!! didn't have e time to eat them. i promise myself that i'll eat it next week. monday malay rice n tuesday chicken rice. hahas.
i saw this pair of shoes at novo! i loved it! but don't have my size... boos... i shall try other shops if i'm not lazy tmr. hahas.

2008-01-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

i know my st john ppl will love this post loads! hahas... sorry for e delay darlings! here's e fun we had that day! n oh! did i mentioned! adeline gave me a present before e year ends! a knock on my forehead that still hurts now! aw! hahas... :)

2008-01-03T22:15:00.001+08:00

first day at work!!
felt different working with the teachers which i once was so afraid of, hahas... but they were really nice ppl!!
felt nice to be back there again! esp with gen too! felt a sense of last time but a thinge of difference, but nontheless, i'm still super happy n glad about it. :) love her loads. can't imagine w/o her in my sec school life. it'll sure be different! love u, 死党 aka my chao da bao!
stayed till quite late in school today cos got induction, tired. yawns!
was a bit disappointed today. :(
well, live life as it is now. :)

2008-01-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

IT'S 2008!!!!

so fast so soon! i'm starting work soon! can't wait for pay day then i can buy loads of stuff! hahas, a bit early ah, still haven start work yet. hahas.

boos, not gg school tmr cos got this writing test at SPH, wierd timing, 11am, 2.5 hours! hope it's easy! hahas... there goes my $65 for e day!

it's so busy in school i realise, have to meet camp vendors, get e shirt size from the girls n lots of stuff to settle! all on e first day of school!!!!

n i met my st john ppl!!!! whoo hoo! a big bunch of us who always malu ourselves on the train cos we were always so dead tired after training! n well, e person who is most unexpected is attached! well, i guess the st john ppl know who i meant! hahas! all of us has grown, but our bond never dies! i'm so glad that though we met not sos often cos of our busy schedule, we still loves each other! rock on! SJAB '05!

well, i'm glad that i've finally left 2007 behind! well, it was a roller coaster year. so many things happened, one can never be sure of what happens even though they may seem certain. as i;ve learnt, nothing is certain until they actually happened, even though they seemed to be sealed by promises. hope i've grown experiencing all the things that happened, all e good n bad, though i very much wanted to forget those bad ones, but they were really e ones which taught me to pick myself up when i fall. actually, it's not that bad that they happened, cos they won't happen again n this is something i should be glad. they have alr happened n e only thing i can tell myself is that to learn frm them n never to repeat them anymore.

明天会更好! :)

2007-12-31T08:06:00.000+08:00

new year's eve!!!!
so much has happened during the past few days that i don't know where to start with.
ok, so, went for staff meeting on thurs n fri. quite booooring! but had it's moments of fun too!
went for lao shi's dance trail lessons on his studio at chinatown... well, it was a bit fast, ok, but all those there at least had some dance background, so, not too bad la.
so tired on fri n had to get up real early on sat for the lessons the next day at 10 as usual at lavender. ah!!!! ok, i think maybe i've improved a bit? hahas. hope so.
well, den went blading with tkd ppl ytd! oh man! was it fuming hot! i mean e weather... hahas. n tiring n my ankle hurts after a while... blading's not for me! hahas.
so gg to meet st john ppl for lunch ltr! haven't been seeing them for ages!!!! miss em so much. wonder if boucy is gg not, hahas. miss her "福气" belly!

2007-12-26T10:19:00.000+08:00

BOXING DAY!!!!

a pity i didn't have much presents to box em open... but nonetheless i'm still glad i had a few... hahas...

met e girls fof dinner at new york new york on christmas eve, exchanged presents n steph bought for us presents. she got me n huiqi this nicey star bracelet. n yann.ing made is this keychain with our names on it. so i shared one whole oven baked spring chicken with huiqi, should have taken e photo, but nvm... it's huge!

bought this pair of black flats ytd at city hall, love em!

well... e whole place was literally flooded! yes! esp at e cashier!!! n of course, e fitting room...

n well, visited my grandparents outsied st andrew's cathedral, they have been selling ice cream there ever since a few years ago, missed e taste, haven't had em in a long long time...

n guess what! my daddy's car was locked up inside e church! we were not e only 'victims', other ppl appeared up at e locked gate puzzeled. hahas. so do we. n we walked e whole perimeter of the church to check out every gate before realising all were locked n can only get our car tmr morning which is today, so we had to take train home... arg!

e topshop sale was so so depressing... size 6 n 8 was a rare sight! well... hai.

but i guess i got most of my stuff le. so ya, nvm...

tmr have to go school for meeting... oh no! i'm starting work next week!

2007-12-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

i'm so lazy to update...

been pretty tired recently... the flu bug is getting me. ok n everyone else too!

n what's e best thing of all? it's christmas!!!! ah...

jus a mouthful of choc makes me feel sick, hahas.

but i don't care, i still eat it. :)

went to register for driving theory exams on friday with those three darlings, march 17, that's e big day. hahas. oh my! didn't i habe to sit for the grade 6 theory on march 15? boo... i'll make sure i pass both!

den we had my fav subway for dinner! i never gets sick of it! turkey breast! yummy!

brenda had her b'dae celeberation ytd, went over n met all my cousins n e lovable baby tyler! oh my... he's sooooooo cute! can't wait to see him again! even my mum has already fell for him! hahas. slept over n went home in e morning cos i still need to go ma'am house! hope i can last till christmas!

yummy coffee bean cupcakes n opps! i ate mr gingerbread hands! :)

holidays are almost over soon, one more week! hahas! but it dosen't affect me at all!!!! hahas! i's a reward for having gone thru e monstrous A's!

guess what, i'm gg to teach music. sing school song? help!!!! normal subjects please! hahas.:)

2007-12-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

sunday!
went for dance again ytd, 2nd time le. not bad, quite nice, but i had difficulty memorising all e short steps we have to do after seeing it for just once n never done it before in my entire life. well, it was quite funny though, n fun. after some handstands n flipping here and there, class's over! n my waist is aching, after all that waist straining moves n of course, those turns... makes me giddy, still trying to turn in a straight line, hahas.
exhausted all my energy trying to help my daddy wipe his beloved car, n boy! lunch tasted yummy after that! bro's gg for camp! some peace in e house. hahas.

2007-12-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

wednesday!

everyday is a holiday! hahas...

finally my life seems to be on e proper track again with no more procrastinating n sudden cock ups...

visited e zoo on monday! n got ourselves drenched! so suay...it was raining. luckily some of e animals are rain proof, so we managed to see some... but it was quite disappointing. poor angelina was super disappointed n amanda brought her 900 bucks camera! huiqi n me just stoned our feelings away... hahas.

went to play badminton with gen ytd n spent most of e energy laughing at our poor skills at e beginning... think we needed some warm up n poof! we were able to play quite smoothly after a while... no more maluating! hahas...

tmr there's ocip gathering! quite tough organising one at this point of time, some are working, some are holidaying... some... can't get! only abt 10 turning up at gao lao shi's hse tmr... so disappointing, but better thn none at all!

haha, we are having potluck, so i'm gg over to qi's hse to 'cook' early in e morning. hope it turns out right.

my blog's alive! hahas...

2007-12-07T10:12:00.000+08:00

10 days! ever since i last blogged!

thought i would blog more often but alas! i'm just too lazy! hahas...

anyway, prom ended on 4th at XXXXX. i think we just paid 80 bucks to go there and sit e chair and take photos! hahas, less than half of them were interested in the food. hahas.

it was such a fury afternoon, filled with bumps that i was so tired aft make up. supposed to go with holy but in e end everything turned out haywire, why can't the train have better reception? well, at least it turned out to be ot so bad after all...

photos galore!

the girls!

my fav PW mate, my an de li liang! :)

Darling!

holy holy who owes me a hugh deficit yet to be cleared! hahas:)

my beloved green team :)

and poor niang was sick!

busied myself with job searching... wa... damm brain wrecking!
so difficult!
managed to land myself tis relief teaching job back at sjc, so ya. school starts, job starts.
the others like haven't reply yet or too late, my my... why hadn't i thought of it earlier?
haha! shopping! bought myself this cardigan n shirt from esprit. :)

2007-11-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

wahahas! no more notes!

can't imagine how free my brain is now... hahas...

went shop for prom n i concluded that it's absolutely disappointing!

shop till my legs want to break le n i still haven bought anything yet!

anyway... et e girls for dinner ytd at parkway, all e way from punggol... Far! far! far!

took some pictures at this christmas place... think e christmas spirit is coming! hahas...

went out with my darlings today, k lunch! hahas... it was so super cold to e bones! brr! photos next time! ade u better hurry n send! hahas..

we sang some super lame songs like the alphabet song n had a fun time screaming our lungs out for that, hahas... dey keep trying to make me sing some oldies n i refused! hahas...

had great fun! jus sitting there n chit chat, 2 years had just passed so so super fast! of course, i made some really nice n good friends in my 2 yrs there, but still, it's so fast n didn't feel like 2 yrs! hahas... guess time flies! before i know it i'll be attending somebody's wedding?

still can't find white dress! i want a white dress!

2007-11-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

whoo hoo whoo hoo!!!! i'm back on earth finally!

hahas...

no more alpahbet A! yippie! though i really would like to see it on my certificate though...

it's over! over! no more mugging! n most importantly... i got back my life! hahas...

2007-08-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

haha! i'm here! it was so busy with school i didn't have time to blog! n also my bro keep using e com at nite i couldn't be bothered to ask him cos i know we would probably end up fighting instead. hahas. so here i am!
still as busy though... but cos there's this lucky 5 days break where i was able to escape from school! yippie!
went to jeanette cousin's hse on wed to see her 4 days old baby! small small lips! cute! too bad didn't take a shot of it, hahas. n i saw this documentary which was quite interesting, a california mum having quadruplets! weighing a wholesome 240 pounds! gosh! wanted to catch e plastic surgery show aft that, but left soon...
n guess what! i dare my mum to walk home from jeanette's hse n we realli did it! oh my... it's like 5 bus stops, but still... so we reached home aft like half an hr of walking.
hahas. i guess that walking of mine is both inborn n nurtured, so hello! it's jus my innate ability to feel likw walking from bedok interchange to school ok! hahas...
okok. gtg now! ghost whisperer! whoo hoo!
ok, jus a lil update. had pft on tues. 5 items=terrible.
it's like e first time i'm doing broad jump n shuttle run everi since last yr's nafa.
aaacc. dat's my grades n u can prob guess what e c's are. compare with last yr's. boos.

2007-07-28T22:54:00.000+08:00

had grading ytd. sad, our belt category didn't have anyone who doubled. well, anyway it's over.
had e so called last dinner with tkd ppl aft e so called official tkd trainin. last one, enjoyed every part of it.(: missed it.
went for physio on wed, i thought it was e last time n was quite happy about it, but also quite sad to leave it once n for all, not that i loved going there, but it's like u grow feelings for a place after a while. BUT BUT BUT! she told me that my legs are not strong enough... arg!n she asked me whether i did it at home not, n i said i did! she didn't really believed me as she sees e results, maybe i did it wrongly... booos. n i still have to go again after 3 weeks. didn't say anything about discharge though... oh no... i don't wanna go anymore! e feeling that i had, feeling super healthy and back then was gone gone gone, but at least i still can do pe, better than last time i guess...
n my 2.4 timing seriously sucks. deproved a lot a lot... slower by like 2.5 mins compared to last year. it is slow. ok, at least i try to console myself that i still can run. hahas.
anyway, gtg do work now!

2007-07-20T19:53:00.000+08:00

durian pancake at cs today! papa, so near yet so far!!!! hees...
yummy!
oh my gosh. these days are jus papers papers papers! can't believe i'm gg thru these! hope i can survive... hahas...

SPCA-singapore's pet's care association?
and who said penicillin was invented? hahas...

2007-07-14T10:58:00.000+08:00

these days, it's nothing except papers n books.
everyday is school school n school. well, can't blame, prelims are coming in like a month or so, n my jct results say that i mus buck up. well, at least after moderation, i managed to scrape through all of them.
but it's like, i don't know what's wrong with me these days. i jus don't feel like talking much. i'm trying, but couldn't make it.
so, i shall try until i succeed.

2007-07-08T09:52:00.000+08:00

ok, there's like nothing interesting happening these days.
huiqi ponned econs tut on friday, expressing how sorry she was for ps-ing me, and trying to bu jiu b saying that i'm pretty, no use, she always does that, hahas...
and then went for trng to learn my backhook for grading, realise that aft a few kicks it's back again, hahas. think i shouldn't do it anymore until grading. ooo, n i think it's recovering, mamaged to run 4 rounds for pe, hahas, not really a lot but to me, it's a great feat for someone who couldn't run for like 100 meters before. hahas.
and so, had dinner at lj, with le mei, adriano, holy, niang, jw, john. wanted to go and 'see dora', hahas, but i guess she wasn't on shift that day.
so, went to ws on our way home and played bball, but my skills sucked, wonder what happened to it. n holy n niang decided to help me chu jing gan qing, n ended up playing like 3 games tgt with her. then we had durian pancake n i wanted to go back for more!
so went back e next day to get it, but i was too full n didn't have it. oh man, hope it's not gone! i'm hoping for it on monday! boos.
went tm metro to buy something in e clearance sale, bought this rose coloured gloss which was at 20 percent off. think i couldn't get it cheaper elsewhere so i bought it. it dosen't sticks n not too viscous, so, it's not bad for ard 14 bucks.
n e lingre section was super messy n horded with ppl. i wonder how they managed to find lingre in a pile of cloth.
and so, one day n i only managed to finish that hypo testing tut that left me all confused.