had trainin ytd! so long didn't train for so long... rhymes? hahas. felt satisfied though. managed to do quite a lot. had a lot a lot of seaweed! yummy! oh no! today i nv go! don't know whether still have not, i want! hahas. n we played a trick on yy... hee hee. sorry papa, but 90% amusement! thanks for that! :)
i'm home today. missed trainin AGAIN. must be some plauge or virus that got stuck to me and made me fall sick. damm. she was down ytd, so, shoud i be glad that i'm in team, given my present state? but i still felt confused and angry with self that i can't give my best. think i missed quite a few training these few weeks. i promised myself i'll not miss any again starting from next week. bet they're havin fun now. i stuck at home with the com. baba. so glad that i made the right choice a year ago. otherwise my life will be damm boring now. i want to train n play! i swear i'll never ever be those muggers who go home and mug after the bell for school end rings. it's not that have anything thing against them, but this is not my life.
i'm kindaa suay these days. everything that is bad (ok, at least i think it's bad enough) will come n stick to me. grrr...
n i have this econs test on monday which is sports day. wat a brilliant idea it was. baba.
was feelin damm sick today in school. went to the sick bay n the beds there are seriously NOT CLEAN!!!! if i'm not feelin so bad, i wouldn't even want to step in there,seriously. the bed in QM room was much much nicer, n i missed it loads!
maybe these days i've been less sensitive to others,i choose not to care, i choose to stone in my own world, i am seriously not in the mood. so sorry if i've been insensitive, i've been bad.
saw cherly's quote today: just give ur 100% n god will do the rest!