i stayed at home the whole day today.

so, i decided to be a good daughter n cooked my own lunch today. maggie mee. hahas.

it tasted quite good ok, though it didn't looked really nice... haha... but it's e taste that counts. :)



hahas. not bad right?

tution tmr!!!
HAHAS. that means basketball with holy! yea! must beat our previous record k?

sometimes i wonder if it was really my fault, i really don't wish for it to continue.
i don't really like the feeling of this, i think i had gotten too used to it that it feels normal.
i couldn't imagine what was then had evolved into this in such a short period of time, oh gosh.

well, realised that is had been only about a month ever since expose was over. but it seems longer than it was. missed all e trainings n late gg home tgt which took us a long long time, but luckily i got the company of michelle whose home is on the way! but it takes her a lil longer to get home. thanks niang! n it jus took me another highway n a few stops before i reach home. this way i'm not so bored. whew! thank god for such a friend whose house is so neaar.
training with li shean n yuyang was tired, memorable, fun. but i know sometimes we feel like dying, esp when it was already late n we were still using all e energy we had to make our pattern look nice. n i'm really glad that i had such understanding team mates who were there to take care of my knee, asking whether am i ok, thinking of ways to not let me strain it too much before the competition. thanks yuyang, for still caring about my lil knee here and then even after the competition, i really appreciate n it made my day. :) thanks papa!
i missed those days.
i feel so wierd now n then, but i guess it's only a matter of getting used to it.
and oh! congrats to michelle, yuyang n qian hui! who each got a trophy during ytd nationals.
actually felt quite bad that didn't go down, i was torn between cousin one yr b'dae n them. i really don't know which to choose. i kinda regret. why do i keep making choices i regret? it all stared last yr when i jus came in n it's still continuing! god, guide me.

n i realise that i have not seem qi for the whole hols. hahas. i didn't bug her cos i knew that she's busy with and her parents are back in town. so, meanwhile, jiayou darling!

sometimes things are not what you thought it was
people so close can seems so far
things are better viewed in a simplifies manner in this complicated world
you tell others not to worry but can't stop worrying yourself
you thought you had made it, but you didn't
lack of communication?
how is it spposed to be?

whee! today's papa day! hahas. n my papa still have to work. boos. seldom celebrate special occasions including BIRTHDAYS. well, anyway i'm used to it le. hahas.
i've decided that geniuses don't have to study, how else can they cramp so much information into their heads jus by mere memorising? i reckon that they ALREADY KNOW. that's why they are called geniuses, including the auntie in the club. they have limitless storage space in their brain. ok, i tend talk crap when i'm stressed up.
if trees are not created, we would not have to sit for written exams.
if ink was not invented, we would no have to write.
so... all these inventions = stress!
notes aren't the nicest companion in the world.
n i realise that there's still a long long way to go!

yea! i went out with my darlings today!
had dinner at pasta which was not bad, creamy chicken taste nicer when u share it with aome one else. hahas

we went ps to shop which was not very shuang cos i didn't managed to buy anything!!!!

but anyway, we meet up n that was e most impt part! hahas. n we took loads of photos!

i miss them loads loads!

missed e times we malu-ated ourselves in school

missed e times we played badminton in e middle of e school with everyone staring at us!

missed e times we went to e chapel below e hall to pray before exams

missed pigging out at mal's house aft papers, watching movies n trying to fix a cinema atmosphere!

hahas.

I MISS U GYUS!!!!

and so these are e photos we took, though e time we spent was short, i was real happy! feel like old times! meetin u guys has only made me miss u all more!fun on e escalator!

ok, i jus chanced upon this blog e other day n i realised it's someone's else in school! i jus read it n i feel EXACTLY E SAME WAY as her. well, "just numb, don't wanna let ppl rmb me for my crutches, hope i can get back to my sports soon, physio, e lady was really nice, had to do some exercise at home which makes it hurts even more now, my pain scale?" same! same! same!
well, i think that'll be e link btw us.

i think i caught e brain block syndrome too.
notes r clogging up my brain nerves.
my synaspe can't transmit impulses fast enough n i think they are forming very very slowly.

anyway, aft gg for physio last thurs, it feels like it's back!! arg!!!!!
is it cause of e leg raising exercise that i tried to skipped? n now she wants me to do it...
oh no... oh no... how!!!!
i want to do what i used to do before when i was up n jumping!
boos.

yea!
i had really nice food today! yummy! well, at least it was better than yesterday. hahas.
i'm so looking forward to meeting gen n mal n ade on wed!
shooping! shopping! more shopping!

i miss training n slacking wit e whole bunch of them.
arg... but i know it'll never ever come back...

ok, that was food, now is chemistry!
i tried studying, but i only managed to finish like atomic structure n half a periodic table for e whole afternoon! i think my brain is not working.
can't go on like that, otherwise i'll jus screw e whole of JCT up. boos.
well, i need to be efficient!!!!

today is a very very bad food day...
all my meals very very very bad...
breakfast: e normal raisin bread seemed to have less of it today, not nice.
lunch: e kway teow was oily oily
tea break: had rubber dory fish at e lib cafe. not nice! it tasted canned. n e sauce was not well melted, still had chunks here n there. nono, i'll never eat it again! n it costs like $7.90? luckily i shared, otherwise i'll cmf puke everything out. then we had dessert. chengteng, super duper sweet! overload of sugar! n e cashier was so so slow.
dinner: the worst of all, halfway through, it felt like coming out. ruin my dinner at sakae. wasted wasted. n my rice came without my okaka!!!! that was e ONLY reason i ordered e rice! n it came with SEAWEED instead! OKAKA!!!! in e end only chalked up 5 bucks.
mummy cooked one of my fav dessert! but i jus don't feel like eating, what a waste.
well, today is bad food day. :(

it's over. so fast so soon.
everyone is feeling yi yi bu she.
don't know what should i feel.
i miss e times we went food hunting at siglap. promise we'll go again?

i'm back!
haahs.
from camp n e psychometric test which i've been trying so so hard to change the dates but the person jus dosen't want to pick up that stupid phone which i've been calling for so many times, many days!
anyway, camp was quite ok, couldn't die from it. luckily it was slacker that last year, otherwise i doubt if my knee could survive. hahas. anyway, i ran 3 n a half rounds! hahas. it sounds like a loser jus to run 3 1/2 rounds BUT it's considered a feat since i couldn't really run ever since a few months ago. hahas. cheers!
i went home alone, cos wen hui had to rush home n i had to get some things done in school first like clearing my stinking locker which i kept my stinking clothes in during the test. well, the bus was so damm freaking squeezy n another humongous camp bag with e tired desire is certainly not a good match. n i really wondered how i found so many things to day dream on the one hour journey home when i haven been going home alone lately. hahas. maybe i got a wild imagination... hahas.
ok. more photos another day! cos they are not wit me right now! it's in mr XX camera which i don't know what to say aft the super big glup incident. self centered? new trend for the generation.

stay home sunday mugging.

saw it? 355! ok, i look funny here... hahas.

anyway, tmr's camp!

so fast one year passed le, i'm still hanging on.

maybe i should let it go, ok, i think i must, no point otherwise. well.

the item tmr is gg to be so funny cos a part of it was my idea, hee hee. sorry ah, it's purely jus for entertainment. hee.

hahas. the fantastic 3! hee...

though we're not in the same school, but, we still miss each other!

so in the end, we all reached home about 12 plus, n we were all dead tired!