la... la... la...
went back tj bright n early with julia, carol chan n anita to get my referal letter, n poor carol, her testimonial which has been witheld cos anita didn't return her book which was dued ages ago...
then! miss huiqi was still sleeping so i we went over to gelare to have their waffles n ice cream! yummy apple pie yoghurt! it was nice! :)
then went back again to helpmy beloved 娘 to get her appraisal letter from mrs lim, hahas, she's one funny woman.
walking along the same route in the school seemed to bring back many fond memories. let's start with the canteen. e familiar fruit stall smell which was one of my fav stalls cos of my watermelon, hahas... n e same old looking canteen where we spent countless breaks either slacking away or trying to do some work but failed, or rushing to look for seats during lunch, queuing up for my fav chicken rice or hor fun, n e many b'day celeberations with the clique... indeed. memories. :)
looking back, i really wondered how i survived my 2 years in tj trying to catch up with school work n doing all those slacking n fun things. well, i guess i owe all of it to my friends! michelle, yuyyang, holy, adriano, steph, manda, ying lin, yanning, zinc, crystal (she's my high pitch girl!), anh(forever e guai hard working girl), wen hui(who was always too lazy to walk to school such that we had to say goodbye at tanah merah) , julia (my sa cum tj buddy! n e emergency morning rides in her father's car)... and a lot a lot more! without them by my side, slacking tgt, mugging tgt, havin all those fun times tgt, n of course! my fav talking buddy qii who makes lessons more interesting with our endless conversations n making a fool of ourselves!! n how i rmb mrs beetsma always have to shut us up n threatened to split us, but she didn't do it anyway... hahas...
all those fond memories, i'm glad i had them.
n i'm so proud of myself! i managed to fill in e application for NTU n their scholarsip all at one go! don't know what's wrong with me, normally i would dread it, but i suddenly have the motivation to do all of it n i feel so satisfied n another thing off my load!
tmr SMU with holy! shall see what they have to offer n i'll be on my way to paradise once it's all done!
i wonder how's gen doing at school, but i guess it should be e same, jiayou girl! :)

hahas! i'm back! not that i'm back from holiday... but i'm back blogging! hahas...
i'm so lazy to blog these days, no motivation... hahas.
have been thinking loads about uni life n my 'future'? hahas... it sure is a difficult decision to make, n all e applications are so irritating! all must write essay! why can't they shortlist ppl alr then ask them to write... troublesome, but i guess things that r troublesome must be not bad? hahas...
updat abt my life!
let's start from saturday! where my life really begins!
went dance in e morning as usual, n trying hard to escape to meet huiqi for easter musical! hahas... went to bugis to meet huiqi darling who's just came back from thailand! n we went to e expo book sale after that n she bought a whopping 50 plus bucks worth of books n cds! hahas... i'm trying very very hard to limit myself to finally a 13 bucks worth of merchandise, cos my income has stopped! :) and so we concluded that we miss e talking times n never had a moment of silence till we said goodbye on e mrt platform. hahas. rule #1! tmr! date with u darling!
den... sun was mundane, had tution early in the morning! if only that lil girl was more enthu about studies, ot would be more interesting for me then! but nontheless, i entertained myself with the popcorn her mum made while she went toilet cos, apparently, she had a stomache due to the dinner the previous night.
monday: receied complain calls from 娘! she was so damm pissed about e unreasonable person n i think it's justified for! hahas... den she told me that we, women, don't have to study so hard n chiong all e way, cos we both agreed that ultimately, it's up to our spouse to work really hard. hee hee, lucky women?
hahas... n what i heard on sat really gives me the motivation! forgiveness! once u forgive, everything will seem better. learn to let go and embrace everything around you n u will live a much better day! true true... :)

everyone seems at a loss to the course of their choice, i'm not any better! have to make a choice ultimately... i shall think about it more carefully after my theory exam n btt on monday!
omg! i haven really study for my btt yet! hope i can do well! oh my! i don't want to queue for a date agaiin! it's gg to take me ages then!
well, huiqi is gone to thailand, miss her! really think that e times where we were so enthu n upbeat about chatting in class were really e most enjoyable times!
gen still can't make up her mind! hope that she'll find something she really likes n won't regret soon!
sometimes i really wonder if the problem lies with me, but i've really tried my best le, well, at least i think it's my best, it may have appeared to her otherwise. :(
mal's at a loss too! jiayou girl! god will help u find your way!
nth much interesting happened these days.
smile!

go back my results on friday.
met huiqi before that, longed the times where we were alone in our world.
sitting at e canteen waiting for the time to come was somehow familiar again.
sitting there before the paper starts, everything flooded back like heart wrenching memories.
but only this time, there was no notes, only people.
some were scared, some were anxious, i was stoning, didn't know what god had planned for me.
i was trying to be positive, or maybe, just don't expect anything as yet.
angelina was near tears, poor girl.
34 ppl failed GP, a lot, one from every class? huiqi and me was like oh gosh! what is it was us? cos we didn't do very well for prelims though where i almost failed my one mark to a S.
i told myself i shouldn't feel dejected, or hope for anything as yet, jus to ensure i won't be too affected when the results came out. and so we went up.
and it started.
first the 3 A's, 01 to 34. Holy! Adriano! Audrey! yanning! steph! their names flashed n i fell so happy for them! they must be rejoicing!
then the 4 A's, not much familiar names though, julia! she must be beaming! :)
surely the 5's were not within my reach i thought, esp what happened during one of the papers...
my heart sank teribbly, surely i could get 2? at least?
then a miracle really happened! i saw my name! gosh! how can it happen!? i grabbed huiqi beside me, is it for real? oh gosh oh gosh! she hugged me n
everything kinda settled down after a while i guess, n i was pulled back to reality.
i could tell huiqi was feeling disapointed n worried.
but i keep telling her it was good, taking into consideration the limited amount of time she had left to cramp the tiniest of information. she did it man! so proud of her!
but the feeling was different. a different experience. my sec friends, missed them as much.
well, had to fret over the course to take. another life changing choice, not one to be made wilfully in a moment of fury. browing through all e diff courses from the diff uni is enough to give me a big headache! hope someone will be out there to give me a hand! (:

每天睁开眼睛的一刹那
不知今天为何而起
只知必须完成使命
麻木的就这样的过了一天

许多幻想与梦境
希望它门都会变成事实
然而现实依然残酷
把你拉出那美丽的传说

我想我想回到过去
每一天的确目标明确真实
加上一丝的快乐无比
充实的一天我会珍惜

我想我想回到过去
没有这类的烦恼纠惨
只有真挚的友情时光
不象先在那么假装

nice lyrics. (:

had a marvellous weekend!
fri was fun! met papa, niang, holy, kyna, crystal, le mei, n jian wei! it was fun!
sat: dance! n we did some casting for i think sony?
sun: slack! :)
shall update tmr, ubiquitous aching, owwwww....