procrastinating.
leaving undone things undone.
who said that chores are meant to be finished?
satisfaction level zonked down to the minimum.
a fantasy or a reality?
i need to wake up.
just like the book, i need to move on, and find interest in things i do, so as to ensure i give my best. felt like being accosted by the procrastination bug and feeling not at all intrepid about searching for exciting chores.
went to do things that i shouldn't have done while leaving those supposedly to be done lingering on my to-do list.
so, i went cp and found this book by Jodi Picoult "My Sister's Keepers", and a few of those inspirational books that is supposed to make me feel excited and enthusiastic about my all so mundane life. well, let's see of it works.
can't wait for fri, then i can pour out everything matched with a tinge of bailey's to huiqi, maybe a bottle perhaps, hahas. intoxication nope. i'll stick to a few cups maybe. hahas.
thinking of my four periods, i really feel like just being ignorant of my surroundings and steeped in my readings. who cares about them when they don't give a damm about your existence? i agree totally. bugis street, e final destination.