go back my results on friday.
met huiqi before that, longed the times where we were alone in our world.
sitting at e canteen waiting for the time to come was somehow familiar again.
sitting there before the paper starts, everything flooded back like heart wrenching memories.
but only this time, there was no notes, only people.
some were scared, some were anxious, i was stoning, didn't know what god had planned for me.
i was trying to be positive, or maybe, just don't expect anything as yet.
angelina was near tears, poor girl.
34 ppl failed GP, a lot, one from every class? huiqi and me was like oh gosh! what is it was us? cos we didn't do very well for prelims though where i almost failed my one mark to a S.
i told myself i shouldn't feel dejected, or hope for anything as yet, jus to ensure i won't be too affected when the results came out. and so we went up.
and it started.
first the 3 A's, 01 to 34. Holy! Adriano! Audrey! yanning! steph! their names flashed n i fell so happy for them! they must be rejoicing!
then the 4 A's, not much familiar names though, julia! she must be beaming! :)
surely the 5's were not within my reach i thought, esp what happened during one of the papers...
my heart sank teribbly, surely i could get 2? at least?
then a miracle really happened! i saw my name! gosh! how can it happen!? i grabbed huiqi beside me, is it for real? oh gosh oh gosh! she hugged me n
everything kinda settled down after a while i guess, n i was pulled back to reality.
i could tell huiqi was feeling disapointed n worried.
but i keep telling her it was good, taking into consideration the limited amount of time she had left to cramp the tiniest of information. she did it man! so proud of her!
but the feeling was different. a different experience. my sec friends, missed them as much.
well, had to fret over the course to take. another life changing choice, not one to be made wilfully in a moment of fury. browing through all e diff courses from the diff uni is enough to give me a big headache! hope someone will be out there to give me a hand! (: