when the sun rises
when i look outside
i know it's a new beginning
a brand new day

this day is not beautiful
as i want it to be
this day is not exciting
a mundane drudgery

where's e hope and laughter
all gone, where's the her?
no more jokes, no more words
only laconic-ness

a surge of energy inside there
wants beneath to enjoy everything
but the devil takes it all
and asked her to moan instead

lesser meeting ups
misses them so
enthusiastic?
a chore, a drudgery, a tear

procrastination?
a new found friend
much she dosen't wants to
did it anyway

purpose, meaning, lost.
lethargic to relationships
tiring, give up?

interaction, socialisation, PR, she realise
now she just hides in her cave
to her dismay, she dosen't know why

much as she dosen't wants to
it just happened, anyway.
she feels she's not strong to overcome it
intoxication, maybe?

it helps to bring troubles away
the stairway to cloud 9
a solution perhaps
harm, she knew

floating around aimlessly
she vowed to find her placing
not where she identifies herself currently,
but silently hope that god will help.

hahas, guess where i found this? :)
singapore got the glory n honour, e rest is up to u.